Day 872 – Equality

Equality

What does equality mean to me?

In all simplicity it means to be of the same. To be given the same. To be granted the same starting point in life from a system perspective. Equality is to me to become equal to / responsible for all what is in this life, on this earth – that I can ever see. To bring all and everything back at self to equalize through self forgiveness. To neutralize/equalize self to all things and end the projected mind state. Because whatever I REACT to about this life – be it anything, like news, an emotion, a trauma, a thought – anything – I then need to become equal to that and through self forgiveness stop all my reactions over the matter.

This is what was Jesus message on earth. That we are all one and equal. That God is only inside of us individually – and not a projected entity in the sky. Jesus was used and his story was altered so much that it could suit the people in power. The story of Jesus was so much altered that what is left of him is something he warned us to NOT create – a religion. How evident is that?

Jesus was the prophet for real equality. Equality was his message – though the script – the bible has hidden this in deceptive ways. So, what is equality? To me equality is best seen in the money system – where we today have the perfect inequality. The gap between the haves and the have nots has never been greater. Poverty is staggering and billions of people suffer under inequality – while some few have all the money.

To me equality is best seen in the money system – where obviously we need a new system and an 100% equal money system – for all – that will change everything and literally create heaven on earth.

Equality is to me a matter of realizing and understanding – because we have today drifted far from the message that we know is best for all. For me with schizophrenia equality is to be to equalize /become the same – to my mind and my internal systems. To end all my reactions and to end the bothering constant thinking. To bring stability to the math of me – to stabilize my mind, as my mind, being and body merges into one. So, oneness is also a key part in this with how to manifest equality of self and by that in the world at large. So, there are reasons why Jesus is still so popular yet few really understand his story at all. They make it about God and the light, which is a great deception in this. Jesus was about equality – that is the big key here. For us today to become equal to our own minds systems – to realize ourself as the creator of our desteni and to find the responsibility to walk self into the perfect oneness and equality as self – so that we can live together side by side as – equals.

Equals as one and the same. That we practically have the same value. Like with a money system of perfect equality.

The government and the united nations say we have equal rights -but is this really so? Is not poverty and all the abuse proving that this is not the reality and not lived on practical terms?  

What is equality for you?

Another cool blog about equality : HERE

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Day 860 – into myself

Intimacy – my desteni I process way of self discovery

 

 

For 30 some years I would seek “out there” – in the external for the clue, the big score, the healing, the dream to come true, the undefined goal.

I would soon enough tumble into drugs, alcohol and escapism – and the more far out ways of culture. It went on far, it went on so far that it almost took me down to my death completely.

But I am here today to share one of the most revealing discoveries that I have had – from walking my desteni I process. It is to start search within myself – for clues and discoveries – for solutions. Long enough had I been searching out there – and expecting & dreaming and at the same time escaping – my healing and myself – responsibility and purpose – I was neglecting my life.

It was when I would learn to see into me – intimacy – to direct my seeing into my being. That is where my discoveries are today, 8 years after – and still I am discovering – life and me.

It seam we are trolled to believe that luck, or healing or anything of support is to come only from the external – from some surfer in the clouds to save us. I had to learn to see into me. To face the darkness – to learn to not fear the darkness – because darkness is only ever parts of self that I have yet not discovered. To forgive the trolls into nutrition for my inner spire, my sprout, my beingness of existence. So, I welcome you – to look into self and be with that what you find, forgive and embrace self and learn what is resting within you: of life, of healing and purpose and discoveries beyond. It is time we get to learn to direct the focus into the self – the garden of eden – the flesh of man. That is where the healing, the realizations and life potential is resting.

Intimacy – into me I see

Heaven on earth is resting within the very physical of mankind

I want to say something more on the inner world – intimacy – of how the garden of eden, heaven on earth, is resting – situated within the very physicality (body) of mankind – within you & within me.

It means to give.

To give people space – within self so that both can blossom. I blossom from the space you give me – in your being – and you blossom because you see that you can give space and that you would also – be given space equally in another – me.

Space. what is space ? A sort of freedom, vacancy, a opportunity, a room, a undiscovered being.

If we give as we would like to receive – from self honesty – we open up self – as the heaven that we all carry within us – hidden and locked down in most of us.

But it is there as a space – to be shared – to be found – where two or more in my name (in a space) – that is where creation can take place. Create what ? …..lol… heaven on earth – nothing less, I would say a living income guaranteed – money for all is the first important step for that.

 

Thank you for reading

 

 

1st photo by Drew Graham on Unsplash

2nd Photo by Arshad Pooloo on Unsplash

Day 810 – in bloom

 

Recognizing myself as life through… change and persistent work.

I have lived a rather turbulent life, after my teens I was stuck in much addictions, mental illness, in the extreme of options, and often sabotaging myself and life for everyone else.

Since January 2012, when really starting to walk my desteni i process, of forgiving myself and starting to literally save myself. To heal and recover. It has now been more than 5 years  of steady walking. And it is at the moment my job, now, to recognize in me, with me, the change that have taken place. To literally learn to know the new me.

 

You can say that now I have learned to live, learning to know my living organism, my body, the physical within self. Finding a reason to be able to (be) response – able. To learn to be self honest. This I have more or less incorporated into my living. Into making my life into support and to thrive as a living organism, as a being. This have taken me lots of work and dedication. Point now is to trust myself. To accept myself as all that I have been and all that makes me. To recognize what and how I already have managed to change as and with myself.

 

Today I live on my second year in a camphill village in south west norway. I have healthy food, clean water, roof over my head. Good friends, some real work, a network internationally of people who are dedicated to working within the same as me : to become whole and complete, physical, self honest, real, best for all, versions of the very self.

Life is now blooming for me…. in many of the words meaning. Life is complex and life is dear. It is the only on we get !

I greet you in oneness and equality – as life !

 

Investigate : http://desteni.org/