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Day 797 – Learning to know myself as the physical

 

These days I am more and more opening up the level of physicality within me – as my body. This means a awareness, stability and groundedness within my physical body. A intimacy, into-me-I-see. My body is advanced and is processing and changing itself – just like the components of the beeingness and the mind of man, is also complex and are components of who I am with everything what that means.

For a deeper context please investigate these interviews where Jesus talks about redefining the physical :

https://eqafe.com/p/redefining-physical-the-crucifixion-of-jesus-part-109

https://eqafe.com/p/redefining-physical-part-2-the-crucifixion-of-jesus-part-110

https://eqafe.com/p/redefining-physical-part-3-the-crucifixion-of-jesus-part-111

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Because what have the physical been ? All my life I have been living in projections and thoughts, imaginations and mind loops, energetic rides, and not the physical reality. Can you see this? Living as the mind box ?  What I  have been experiencing and living for most of my life,  is the metaphysical, mind, personalities, energies and thoughts. And such have been my reason for defining reality. It has been a long lie. That I have be lie ved inn.

So discovering my body, being with my body, my different parts of me, my intestine,  liver, my heart, being aware of my blood, my cells as one and many, and seeing it all in  a holistic perspective and realization. Slowing down and being with myself  in self support. Enjoying the moment, the plant on my table, the good boot on my feet, the taste of dinner, the coffee, the walk, petting the dog – enjoying life and myself within it. Literally communicating with my body on a totally new way. My body is storage of such a waste load of information, and it will communicate with me. A flue is for instance a way that the body communicates, or a rash, or back pain, all the things that are physical, also sensations and the more “liberating” experiences from for instance yoga or self forgiveness are ways to open up to the body and to communicate with it.

 

For me it is the slowing down and breathing, finding comfort in myself making a self forgiveness statement within myself, or spoken out load. To look into and learn to know my body, to live and act as my body, that is a real challenge. Because the body is my matter of life, and life, is one, equal and one. So for me to live equal and one is the big deal here.  To step by step become real, common sensical and self honest.

You could say that my body is my teacher. Or my master within the trinity of mind, being and body. Learning, expanding and growing with my physical as grounding point.

Me finding the integrity and self honesty to look into my body, to learn to know myself as the flesh, is a big discovery, and it takes time and patience to learn this, and to develop trust within  communication and to live what the physical is teaching me.

 

Basically it is from moment to moment to live self forgiveness in practical terms. To not allow myself to go into reacting and judging/emotions for anything at all. Let me give you some examples of how deep this goes. For instance if I dislike the color of a house, or the way a person is walking or is dressed. Or I judge a tattoo, or I judge  and dislike a picture in the news. It covers anything and all. Literally becoming one with life.

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These links are super – potent with the finest of support

– I am living proof

http://desteni.org/

http://desteniiprocess.com/

http://lite.desteniiprocess.com/

https://eqafe.com/

https://warnomore.wordpress.com/

https://theendofpsychiatry.wordpress.com/

 

 

Day 794 – What does the Rhino say ?

So today I have been working with mowing the lawn. It was a very decent job and I quite like that type of work. I was able to use my body and to work up a sweat. Which I enjoy !

After dinner and dishes, I went into my apartment where I live, and where I have my computer, and I felt a bit tired, like after having worked well and eaten well – feeling like resting.

So I thought to myself, what would be nice to listen to now ? Music ? Something else ? While dozing on the sofa ? So I went to the online store of eqafe.com where I have a subscribtion, and I found in the animal’s life review section, the consciousness of the Rhino.

That is right; the two sound files, of the Rhinos consciousness was after a few seconds and clicks, sent to me to listen to. It was the Rhino talking about life, the mind, the physical, the beingness and the breathe….

That is where we are at folks ! That is the type of awareness that is out there, at your fingertips, and that we are able to access. Eqafe.com will blow your mind like nothing have done before. Guaranteed. Give time to eqafe – give time to discover self.

Are you ready for this next level shit ? We are moving… are you with us ?

I literally came home from work and dinner, and I lay down on my sofa and listened to the words that the Rhino want to share with humanity. Pretty fucking awesome huh ! If you listen to it: you know deep within, that it is sound, real and honest.
Here are links :

https://eqafe.com/p/the-consciousness-of-the-rhino-part-1
https://eqafe.com/p/the-consciousness-of-the-rhino-part-2

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enjoy !

Day 785 – The Quantum Mechanics of Paranormal Events

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Get this product here:

https://eqafe.com/p/the-quantum-mechanics-of-paranormal-events-part-1

 

Introducing paranormal series. The existence of quantum physical. Quantum physical is where: consciousness as energy and physicality as manifested solidity – meets and merges.

 

A relationship between physical solidity and quantum energy – create voices, the materialization of ghosts as well as physical reality.

This interview of the paranormal comes to question what our standing and existence as physicality within our awareness.

What is our living existence based on ? What is it we are NOT seeing ?

 

How is also imaginations also like ghosts ? Or thoughts ? Are they not paranormal ?

Be ready with this interview to dive into the matrix of self. To really see into what reality or normality that might exist. How there could be ghosts, poltergeist, demons or similar, to occupy a physical reality.

How do we exits in both quantum energy and also physicality ?

Going into this series you will get listen to debating some veeeery fine existential questions – and you will defiantly have some eye openers to what reality or existence really is about !

 

Enjoy !

These links are super – potent with the finest of support

– I am living proof

http://desteni.org/

http://desteniiprocess.com/

http://lite.desteniiprocess.com/

https://eqafe.com/

https://warnomore.wordpress.com/

https://theendofpsychiatry.wordpress.com/

Day 762 – I am GATVOL of fear

I decide today that : I am GATVOL of fear

“Gatvol” I learn is africaan and it means “no more”

I decide to not allow myself going into fear. Instead I become here with myself, looking within myself, sensing and being aware of myself, within of my body, in self honesty.

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Fear makes us angry – let’s NOT be angry !

Fear and anger is the opposite of solution.

 

Here is two awesome links to investigate:

https://eqafe.com/p/why-is-the-world-becoming-angrier-heart-of-matter

https://eqafe.com/p/self-forgiveness-on-the-experience-of-fear

 

Instead for feeding my mind with energies and reactions, “what if” – kind of thinking and paranoia.

I say till here no further. GATVOL with fear. Fear is a imagination – it is a lie.

I have been corrupting myself enough with “what if thoughts”, fear and imaginations of mind.

Instead I will be here with myself supporting myself and living self honest. And I will secure it with living words. Living words like; intimacy, support, genuine, honesty, guide, deep, gentle, stable, calm etc.

 

So… if I face situations that can seen stressful or reactive. I stop, and I breathe… perhaps I close my eyes for a second. I move within to self support. I embrace the situation and live and act in self honesty.

 

If everyone could do this and drop the fear… THAT is real change…

wooooow… what a potential !

Are you ready for this kind of world change ?

 

Let’s join teams !

 

Check out the links:

http://desteni.org/

http://desteniiprocess.com/

http://lite.desteniiprocess.com/

https://eqafe.com/

https://warnomore.wordpress.com/

https://theendofpsychiatry.wordpress.com/

 

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Day 706 : Day 13 : Physicality and God

Day 13 of 21 days of walking with self forgiveness

 

 

I will take on the challenge from my brother : Gian Robberts on walking a 21 day trial of (only/daily) self forgiveness on points. I will walk these points of self forgiveness for self/world change during 21 days.

 

Here is Gain’s Blog :

http://gianjourneytolife.blogspot.no

21 days of self forgiveness on key points.

The points will be that kind of relevant points as of this world and our living.

Money, sex, politics, work, religion, mind  and so on.

 

Day 13: Physicality and  God

 

Please read loud for best effect

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge my physicality as more or less than what it is:  my body my natural body with flesh, skin, blood, organs and skeleton, within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be lost in the maze of what it represents from how I was brought up to be – lie – ve, that God was a external force and “someone else” except from  me, and within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to need 37 years to learn that my body is my “God”, my temple, my flesh is my God – like the Bible tells us.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge and blame Christians who dare not realize or comprehend that the flesh is the God and, the body is the temple of the trinity of mind, body and being, and that is the answer to the riddle of God: (the math of God)  It is the physicality of man.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge and blame other people why are stuck in thought patterns and thinking/mind with what they very correct experience in their head as “God”, that is a separation, sabotage of self with cutting a very small piece of muscle tissue of to “have a thought”  that entity and tiny piece of muscle is then the experience of a separate “God” entity who is like mighty and powerful from the experience of  mind, thinking, personalities, energies, polarity and psychology.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to realize that just like “God” from my physical, and like the creators of existence, I am unlimited and a creator who can create a better life for all here on earth.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate clearly between the God and the creators of mankind, and that to understand the complexity of this it is needed to study and investigate the desteni message.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to claim that within this, I don’t need to be – lie – ve in myself or in anything at all really since,  be – lie-  ves are just that : lies…

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel like I have to share with other people my insight and how I try to tell everyone and also children about my experience and my findings so that they don’t have to go through so much hardness and suffering  like I did to realize this truth.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear to talk about this as I fear to  go into arguments.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear to confront my family with this as I fear to be stepping on their toes.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to find comfort and calamity with reading the Bible, since now I understand the world system  and it as myself and can read between the lines of mysticism and “hidden” messages.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself  how I would despise and hate the Bible  because I did not understand it, and from school I was thought to hate/fear what I did not understand did wrong would haunt me long after.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear to go back to my childhood years of  fear of seeing the moment of playing nude games with my second cousins and within that being caught at innocent play and how this along with my schizophrenia created a deep impact of trauma of sex and sexuality within my physicality and mind programming.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel like I own something to my second cousins, or anyone else, since I have fond self forgiveness to forgive myself and I would fear that they would be suffering and not have a cure.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have addicted to self harm of my physicality/my body  with burning myself with hot water, as a ritual and addictive pattern to hurt myself and to be punished with self harm.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to find euphoria and a “feel good” within burning myself with hot water and punishing myself and to have this sensationalism within this and that it would addict me to self harm.

This harming of my physicality have to end. It have addicted me for too long. Hereby I stop such deliberate self harm, and will not go at it again. I commit myself to not once again harm myself deliberate with hot water.

 

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