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Day 717 – Self forgiveness on new living words

Connecting with my beingness

Self forgiveness on new living words relations

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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to let my life become unorganized and rather chaotic as of my insides and my outsides, mind and living would become so messy and unstructured that I would think I have to move and change my location – to think that if I only move there will be structure and organizing in my life – somewhere new – like with a consumer logic of consciousness.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think I have to move and change my car and my computer my clothes etc, change my life style to become “new” and to find more peace if I only changed, failing to realize that self and being was here always, I just have to wake inn to it and live that origin of me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fail to see that the origin of me was always here as my being.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear to give up my old self.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to addict somehow to being messy and unorganized.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that schizophrenic people are supposed to have drug addictions, alcohol issues, and lots of different sexual partners and that the life of a schizophrenic is supposed to be painful upside down and sorry.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge and blame consumer culture and politics/media for how I have been living my schizophrenia and for judging and blaming the world out there and not taking it into myself what is my responsibility/origin.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to relate “strictness” and “obedience” and “rules” and “control” to the words stabile and organized.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see police and military as institutions that follow on that path, and that is nothing for me to get into – pushing the words stabile and organized away from myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to let the military and police and control institutions “win” these words, stabile and organized.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not stand equal and one to police and military.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think I can learn from police and military.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear to walk into a stabling process of myself and to improve my living to that extent that I can and that I must live these words but I would fear to be to organized and to fear to be strict with myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think I have to live these words, no other choice, and to make it into a ultimatum within myself to live these words.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go rounds with myself in my mind of if I should live these words or say “fuck it” and give up my process.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear to be strict with myself, like I would fear strict parents or teachers/masters and I would fear to hear the voice calling me to obey.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear to obey to other peoples rules and likings fearing to not live my life and within this I would not see that I was myself all the time, I have to find stability and organizing myself back into my beingness.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear to do mistakes with becoming more organized and more stabile, where I should rather celebrate these wrongs and my faults and learn from them.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to trust on the consumer type of life style thinking money can buy my way out of it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself how I failed to see me and to see my true collours and to live my beingness but rather take my beingness as my enemy and fight myself within so without.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think of it as  a great “sin” that awareness about beingness is not taught at schools and for feeling sorry for all the people who walk on “blind”.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fail to see my path in my life as where is my purpose and  what can I do in my life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live a life in mind chaos and disturbances in my life and to disgrace stability and to fear to face my true self.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fail/fear to live the word stabile.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fail/fear to live the word organized.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself how I have been living the polarity of these words and for simply doing and living the opposite of “stabile”, and “organized”.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see how I have limited my creative ability and creation powers within living “unorganized” and “unstable”, from my experience of living words and living creation.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to find myself programmed to fight my origin and my true self (being) and for a long time have judged this path and awareness that my mind, body and being have now showed me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to find myself pretty lost and “dirty” of all my past extravaganza and living in mind occupying mind and looping and fucking around with my mind, simply doing no good.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see how we all have separated us from our origin and how we treat each other is a mirror of that.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel like curling up and fearing to take on this task of living words stabile, organized, structured, colorful and symmetric.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to find myself pitying myself greatly from not having seen what my origin was and that it came as quite a surprise to me what my origin was/is.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel like I am pushing the opposite of stabile – mostly.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear a work load in fearing to connect with my beingness – when the opposite is reality, from a “comfortable” living word solution.

Even though I have lived so many years without stability and organizing, I see today that I can be that stabile guy, I can be organized and structured and I can make this happen. It is a matter of living words and discipline.

 

I see how I can live these words ; organized and structured for the best of my ability and to better connect with my beingness. I see these words as solutions now, and I will live them in my life/acting.

 

 

 

 

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Day 575 – Vibrating energies and the “I breathe” – code

Vibrating energies and the “I breathe” – code

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Life is not thought it is breathe…

So within very many ..what shall I say.. new age thinking or love and light thinking/believes/followers of Hicks and so on, there is a theory that you should vibrate – to connect to a higher self or to connect to something higher than your consciousness.

It is a believe that if you keep your tone – your inner self – vibrating you achieve something from a law of vibrating.

It claims that if you vibrate you can balance the universe etc.

Your own tone. Let me give you some perspectives. We humans breathe. We breathe through our lungs. This is our ultimate tone. Our sound that we cannot take away. Our body is designed in such a way that we need to physical bring oxygen with our blood and to our cells. This makes sound.

This breathing has a tone. A tune if you like. When we breathe there is friction of air through our throat and down into our lungs and to the body. And it makes this whistling tune or this tone,  and that tone we can program. There is sound to ordinary breathing. Please dear reader, leave behind this faith or believe that you should vibrate, in anyhow. It is not sane. If you find yourself vibrating a lot of frequencies you are actually experiencing a possession/psychosis.

Let me write this one more time. If you during your day experience that you vibrate within your energies inside your mind/body physical. You are experiencing a possession and your experiencing a illness called psychosis. Which is the same, by term as a possession.

To push your breathe into vibration is not a cool thing, it drives you into a state of possession. Or into psychosis.

The clue her is to keep a steady rhythm of and maybe to tell yourself, inn words, your own breathing. Your breathing should be stable and sound to yourself to handle. Let your body know that you are breathing, that is your ultimate tone. I breath (inn) – I breath (out) only the (I breathe) is sounded.

I sound the words “I breathe” – for every inn breath and for every out breathe. The clue is to be aware. This is my awareness key – to share with you. That is how I live in awareness- which is beyond consciousness, and which is safe, healthy and best for all solution. I can recommend it. Very much. Bring yourself back to earth/ground with sounding your breathe like I breathe for every breath you take. Or you could also se the 4 count breathe. Which is counting from 1 to 4 for every breathe you take. Inn and out. There are different methods but, you should know that to vibrate is more like to go into a psychosis and inn to a possession. And that is not healthy. And not what is best for all.

Learn to breathe. Tell yourself “I breathe” (you breath inn) and , ( I breathe) you breathe out. All the time for awareness.

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Day 560 – I need to stabilize

I need to come clean. I need to clear out energies and obstacles from my 3 former, compartments of mind. Subconscious, unconscious and conscious mind. These 3 “old ” units need to be totally cleaned out within & without of me. For me to be able to move over to quantum mind and quantum physical. For further understanding of what quantum mind and quantum physical is, I suggest to seriously investigate time with desteni.org

I need my 3 units of mind, that I have lived with for so long time, serving energies to them, to be clean empties out completely. All the nitty gritty. All goes out. All forgiven. Now I have lived and given into energies to these 3 units within my mind, for 30 something years. Now it stops. I want to change and stabilize as quantum – mind and as quantum physical.

I will walk out self forgiveness on all the energies and the issues that are within these, former controlling units. I will empty out all the stuff from my mind and my head, and my former controlling units that are simply old constructs of mind and sucking energies out of me and control of my life. I will walk into quantum mind and to quantum physical. And I need to slow myself down within this. I need to stabilize within this kind of thinking and working. I need to stabilize myself within my process of working with quantum and physical mind.

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What is Self-forgiveness?
It is the process by which an individual forgives oneself for accepting and allowing self to separate from objective reality, releasing positive and negative value judgments such as good or bad, right or wrong, positive or negative – as subjective interpretations of reality regarding something or someone that leads to stability as breath.

– June Roca

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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think of my desteniiprocess and my studying of psychology with desteni to be simply to speed through, and get it over with and move on from , and that there would be new changes all the time for me to be challenged with new things all the time.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that there is always change to everything and that since everything comes from somewhere it will always change, failing to realize that I am simply brainwashed by commercials and Hollywood to think that what is new is always best.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that since I am stabilizing I will not change.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that rushing into something will get we anywhere.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that change must come fast.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that I am desperate to stabilize.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear to take control of certain elements of quantum mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear to take control within quantum mind and within elements of quantum mind because I would fear to have to give into tunnel vision and to be a victim of the drug called “hope” and to hope to be able to take control of it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself how I need to real stabilize myself in a form of here that will lead me to more control and more direction within my life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear to take control in my life because I relate the word control to that of police and military and government rule and to archaic society structures.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that I will not manage to control my quantum physical and my quantum mind and that I would need to balance between these two ways of life and living.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that quantum physical and quantum mind goes hand in hand.

I realize that there is a lot of responsibility involved here. I must stand and take responsibility for my quantum mind and my quantum physical. 100% of it, 100 % of the time. I need to stabilize myself and ground myself here as breathe and here as my roots/feet and my body.

When and as I see myself thinking that this is just one more change within the race of changes that I will push myself through to get to the end/goal. I stop myself and I slow myself down and I breathe. I realize that I have to sort of make my nest here, I will have to learn what I can from these two types of common sense/mannerism. Quantum mind and quantum physical is my life and who I will live my life and living within what is best for all, and for the future. I realize that when I stabilize here, I will not fall that fast;  into reactions and possessions. I realize that I will have to get to know my quantum physical and my quantum mind. I realize that I must be rooting here. I commit myself to root myself here to be the best leader that I can be. I commit myself to stabilize myself here as breathing and as awareness and common sense, that I would need to bring change to the world and to my environment. I commit myself to live in quantum mind and in quantum physical.