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Day 791 – The personality game

What is the personality game ?

It is a game of learning self to know. To spot self as personalities and to notice the polarity within a personality.

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For instance….

I would have one personality with talking to my dad at home in the living room. In this situation I am playing a part in a known personality. There might be many, many points with this personality all based on how my relationship is with my father and how I experience such a communication, in mind, and being a physical.

This is a example of a first personality. Talking to dad in the living room.
Another example is the personality of talking to the cashier lady at the supermarket. Then in that situation I have another, different personality, than who I was talking to my dad. This personality would be based on my relationship to shopping perhaps, or that particular store, or according to other factors.

A third example is when I talk to a little girl in the kinder garden. Then I have yet another personality – that plays out according to my relation to the girl to where I am at in that moment etc.

From situation to situation I am not the same self ! …it is like I am not honest ! Can you see this ?

It would help to see the polarity within. Comparing self in the different environment could be assisting. Meaning the positive relations and the negative relations to the persona that is playing out. Meaning there are positive (feelings) that play out and there is also negative (emotions) also present. Here it is to be trained in being self honest. To call it for what it is. To say that this is such and such… to trust self to know what is positive polarity and what is negative. Remember to be honest – you are dealing with self. It is a deep going quest to learn about self. The ultimate ride… You learning to know you – through mind.

So we are seldom quite honest you could say, we are seldom the same, like one, or genuine, with how we live our lives. It is more like we live in a “prison/person/personality” – imprisoned in our mind by our own “sentences” and living. It is like we trick our self to live personalities that suit the mind. And most of the time not the physical or what is most practical or what is needed.

We all strive to be more honest, genuine and real. From the heart/physical you might say. So see for yourself if you can identify your personalities that play out during a day. See how many different you can spot within self. Write them out, it would help to forgive the energy addiction/polarity within, using self forgiveness. It is quite remarkable to be able to see ones personalities within oneness mind and to take charge of oneness living as such.

Enjoy learning about self and discover personalities of mind

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Here is a awesome (!)  interview on polarity: https://eqafe.com/p/the-design-of-polarity



Day 729 – I place a guard…

My words. How, or who… is making choices to pick my words ? Do I chose words for what is best for all ? Do I build and create, consider, care and love with my words ?


Or… do I destroy, and hurt and ruin with my words ?

What is the intention of my words ?

I chose my words based on my mind, body, being and time/preprogrammed  experience. On what is common sense and what is best for all.


Now I would like to filter my words more precise, and more accurate and genuine. More organized, and structured. This is a change in my process :

So… how do I “control” myself to live this ?

Well it is as simple, as it is hard:


I place a guard at my mind

I place a guard at my mouth

I place a guard with my actions


I will tell this guard to make sure I create what is best for all to care, to embrace… I will tell this guard to guide me to do the right thing, to word myself for what is best for all,  and to not give into mind, ego and reactions…


I place a guard at my mind at my words and my actions… to live the desteni message of oneness and equality – what is best for all that must come through –  in my daily life.


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Day 587 – abundance = a – bun – dance

abundance = a – bun – dance

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Let’s have more fun.

I was walking through town today, through the busy city of Stavanger, that is losing lots of it oil related, jobs these days. I met and I hugged a cool artist, college, that I know of. I gave some money to some beggars, from east – Europe,  and I met some people that where obviously drug addicts. I bought some coffee and I bought a magazine to support the income of one of these drug addicts. Selling magazines is one of their type of income. In general enjoyed myself very much. I felt like I was unable to express this enjoyment. Hardly at all. I felt like I wanted to express what I felt. My inspiration, my breathing, me. Soooo,  I put on my spotify, on Beasty Boys, from my mobile and put my headphones on. And I danced in the shopping center, along the buss waiting crowds, and into the streets. I was living. I experienced great enjoyment. People started looking at me, smiling and signalizing, to me that it was cool what I was doing.

It is not a totally uncommon scene, to see people dance in the streets, perhaps in, New York, out of pure expression. But in Norway it is sure as hell, is not common. Far from. I want to make it common. This should be natural. It may even seam scary to some, to imagine themselves dancing like I did, but it should be natural. We are programed to fear and to obey the system. Expression is systematically suppressed from school and society. Enough is enough.

Dancing is cool because it is so in the moment, and you sort of can not miss it. It create positive and honest (!) sharing of moments. People smile and give you thumbs up and so on. There is a genuine support within receiving honest remarks of support from folks. From acting and expressing, real arts, in the streets.

There is always talks, typically inn Norwegian towns, to spend lots of money on new opera and concert houses and there seaming unlimited budgets to have a concert, scene for expression and music. The honest act, from the streets, is not values as much. Though that is much more genuine. Billions are spent each year on project where politicians can turn the spot of ego into their very own. It is corruption. The new concert house of Bjergsted (Stavanger), is s typically sign of corruption. Plain and simple. Supposedly supporting “fine” arts. But the real artist is left begging on the streets.

Do you want to help me putt a end to this ? For good ?

Have you have enough of abuse, and ego, in this world ?

Join us at desteni.org and lest solve shit out. And lets dance the summer days away from our feet to people’s attention. Lets dance like this; is heaven on earth. Because it sure can be. Let’s make that happen. We are the change that we have been waiting for, this is it, capre diem & abra – ca – dabra. Let’s make the best of it.

Let’s dance!