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Day 772 – Falling in love with MMT – Modern Monetary Theory

Falling in love with MMT – Modern Monetary Theory

If you don’t know MMT – I beg of you please study it and understand it – it would be so much easier for all of us if we all could understand MMT and become aware of how money creation really takes place !

This is my attempt to explain MMT – videos and links in the text !

If you cant understand it from me – please study it and learn it from somewhere else!


Enjoy learning – the clean theory of modern money and souverign currency.

There are many series and videos on youtube  (YT) now, about MMT. The first 3 videos in this series I find totally breath taking. It explains HOW money functions – and its really really simple! You would not believe how simple it is ! Now, I have been listening to many different conspiracy theories and tales and what the schools and bankers/politicians/experts etc that teach – wrongly -and that float out there in the global thought/conscious arena, of what is money and structure within so is, and I realize that much of it is based on paranoia, fear and emotions.  As long something is operating with the type of inequality and separation that we see – then that is our job to cure. This means that we are truly creators of all that is.  The good the bad and the ugly. How ever: we can change, and I am convinced that understanding MMT can help us take some real turns on the wheel… it is simply to see and realize “what – is – what” of structure and design of money / souverign currency.


Please give time to study MMT. Modern Monetary Theory.

It is a real kicker once you get it.




So what made me fall in love with MMT ?

It was to see and realize that a souverign currency and money system, is actually very, very supportive, and simple, structured and designed – it is however misused by bankers and politicians – and all of us for refusing to see the reality within this. The money system is designed and created to give people money. To grant people their money. That is its purpose. To have money circulating freely among its citizens.  And that is why for example that  when there is 15 trillion in (us) pension funds, there is equally 15 trillion in US debt. This debt does not mean anything in particular negative to either state, people, or government. It just is. It need to be. The people who represent the bank (politicians) need to have their account in debt. For the population to have pensions/money/goods/pluss. I would recommend to  listen to the videos from YT  to understand one of the very core things about this system that is that debt in its form is not dangerous or bad. No there should be debt with the government so that the people have money. This math is soooo simple – it is hard to see. In order for the people to have money, circulating the government need to be in debt. It is only corrupted politicians idea that think that debt is bad and wrong and stupid… a part of their programming and brainwashing.  I have been thinking the same myself about debt. Thinking it is wrong/bad/negative for a  state/government to be in debt. Failing to see that from this government debt, the people of this nation, are secured money. This is a fuckings critical point to get. Because even if the digits says minus, and “negative” that is a very core value to the people – to give them money…from the government who then is in debt. It seem like most people and politicians don’t get this. All they see is the minus and then they turn red/paranoid. But the minus of whatever dollars (USA) is securing that there is money among the people. Darnest thing !

To think and believe the old idea that we need tax money to pay for things is a lie and a huge scam. The payment of tax is the people shoving they appreciate the currency. Don’t forget the government makes money, “prints” money and then decides – who gets what.

Can you see the math…? I know we all are hardwired programed and brainwashed of mind consciousness system – but please try to learn this theory – if not from me – from anyone. It can save us a lot of trouble

Within this it is needless to say that for instance austerity is just a scam and is totally not needed for.

The debt (of a nation) is just there… to make sure the people have money. It does not do anything particular (more than so) at all. The spending and sharing, among people, of these trillions is the big question. This is today left to politicians (and bankers) to handle, and to be honest – it seam like they don’t get this yet – but the will. Plain and simple –  and that goes for all of us…


It is easier to brainwash a person

– than to convince the person – that he has been brainwashed. – Mark Twain.


That includes myself, we have all be had by our own minds, thoughts, ego, imagination, parents, culture, believes, schools, and so on. No wonder why we have such a chaos on earth. We are all equally responsible for this. “This” meaning all what takes place on this earth… all of it.

Enjoy learning about MMT – let’s change the game !

Here is a news article about MMT : Link


Dr. Stephanie Kelton on MMT :






Also on MMT :



For me:

We are born equals:  I am one vote for a equal money system !


Check out the links:









Day 758 – Desire to be admired

I have been made aware of a desire within that have been creating conflict within me lately. I have a desire to be admired and to have status. But I have not given myself the chance to live this in real time.

So how does this play out ? For instance I have been suppressing and making “bad” my genuine expression. You might say sexual expression.  I fear to be 100% me without bias and judgment from within. So when it comes to sex, it is all about slowing down lol.. So that is also my clue. To slow down and be myself and not judge myself or go into thinking that my expression is wrong or un-cool in any way. Thinking that sex and expression is what media serves us of characters. Whoever it might be this week. It is porn and fame it is not my thing. Failing to realize that hey  (!) just that observation there of how we are programmed to think lesser of our self and our bodies because of cultural programming – which is a crying shame. And just that shame point I have take on. Judging myself and my expression as wrong or bad. Not seeing that this is hard core programming and design, of thoughts, mind and relationships () – hardwired of mind design.

I would for instance  feel a urge to dance more. To be more present when I move. To have grace. I need to be more with myself when I move my body.  And I could also “need” to let go of many needs lol. And let this come more naturally like my expression from within, and not force it out…

I have then a desire to be admired. If I need to be admired then admiring will come to me. So I need to live like there is no separation from this word admire. If I have a energetic relationship to this word “admire” – then those energies is causing stress within me. Like tripping wires. I sure hope you can see this. I need to live this word like any other word that I can embody. It must come naturally and not by me pushing and stressing about it.



self forgiveness:

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go into desire and almost addict to a imagination and idea of being admired, where within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see this desire and then become totally embarrassed and scared, thinking (backchats within mind) “This is not me”, “I am not Hollywood”, “I am a loon and a clown”  – literally creating my own believe (be-lie-ve) within nasty backchats in my head, and suppress and reject the desired idea,  and create conflict with my wanting to be admired and to have status.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself pile up a lot of suppression and denial within and then dive into this soup of emotions and lose myself within it going pretty deep into depression within so.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to instead of give into the nasty backchats in my mind and loose myself into emotions and believes of how my life should be, according to pre-programming, I must rather support myself and being with myself, give myself time to breathe,  in a common sense manner, to treat myself good and to embrace myself 100 %.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to instead of going into stress and fear and make my pro – blames even bigger, I must make arrangements within, of commonsense, and to slow down my tempo.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel intimidated to mention my sexual expression.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to long for my sexual expression.


self corrections:

When and as I see myself  going into denial or suppression of my desire and want to be admired and to have status, I stop myself, I breathe, and I level with what is here. I realize that there is nothing wrong with being admired and to have status. If I can deliver what is best for all it is rather cool and a nice thing. This world obviously needs good leaders. I realize that I have lived a glam and fame/fashion kind of idea of being admired. I realize that I have a pre – programmed idea of being admired.

I commit myself to de school and delete my pre-existing definitions of being admired and to have status. I commit myself to redefine being admired.










Day 736 – emotional target

carrying the blueprint of schizophrenia – more easy emotional target of mind



photo from Karlsøya, Troms, 2008 (?)


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as weak and fragile, and for more easy take on energies such as anxiety from my daily living application.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not get over anxiety.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel like a victim in some strange game of life where I fail to see that I make these choices myself from within and how I chose to live my life breath by breathe.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think I could delete my schizophrenia in total by forgiving all its components something i am doing, and untill i have done this i will easy be a target for emotions to knock me out in my daily life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to make myself into a easy pray for emotions/mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fail to see how i make a choice in choosing to take on energies and emotions or components within and how i am the one making these choices – i must take responsibility for it, move forgive and change.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think it is a very firm and “made” fact that since i have schizophrenia i more easy sway into emotions, failing to realize that anything is possible and i am a creator of this world to crate my own destiny.



Here I talk about schizophrenia and my insights










Day 669 – my beliefs


In this world (word) I find one thing more prominent and important, as I go through life. And that is to work on my words. To be aware of words. To school myself all over again and to re – learn and reset myself and my knowledge – most importantly to live the new words, physically and to change. To become a life – hacker. Of living practicing words.

So this word came up BELIEVE. If we investigate this word, we can look at the following BE – LIE – VE. Be the lie (we). It tells us to be the lie. To live a lie. This word tells us (plain and simple) to be, and to practice a lie. That is not optional. That is the clear and naked truth of this word (world).


So what does this mean ? Well if I was to tell you that chocolate is better than ice cream. That is something up to you to choose to believe. Or if I was to say that “porn is bad”. That is my believe that “porn is bad”. If we study these designs and origins or words and matter – we find that there is nothing that is good or bad – right or wrong, it is all a lie … be lie ve.


To find and realize that there is no right or wrong, right or left, blue or red, god, satan etc.. all this is based on be – lie – ve – systems and programming. All lies. Like the word says.


I have for a quite some time been living a lie. I have been living a believe system giving this entity (name) god status in my mind and in my body/being. I have been living this believe system making myself righteous over another people. Granted myself perceived righteousness. I have given into this ego that I know better since I have this (entity) god in my mind and being. Very much like early missionaries or preachers on the street. Telling me that “god is this” and “god is that”. People speaking from a – lie. Plain and simple. Like I did about this entity within my mind.


This is not post to bash Christians or Muslims or any other group or identity. This is not a attach on anyone. If you are experiencing reactions – you should investigate the reactions in commons sense. I am simply looking at the word(world) and pointing out to you (?) how it is a lie – in believe. And for you to further see and investigate : I am making “god” out of any entity in my life ? Am I living with demigods ? Am I making Obama god, or this type of cigarettes god (?) or my car or my favorite coffer cup, my caps, weed, movie, book, thought pattern, memory, fantasy, music, idea, theory,  or any believe system behind it;  god or entity (??)

Am I holding a variety of entities in my belonging and possession (?) consuming myself into a believer of consciousness ? Is science my god ? Or my computer ? any person or guru? thoughts ? these are all relevant questions to investigate for anyone. If you drag with you believe system – you will face consequences sooner or later, for your entities demigods and … lies. It have all be programmed into us from our upbringing, school, TV etc…

How to spot believes ? Mostly from thoughts and thinking, or from conviction and personalities. What we base of values on. Our pattern and behaviors. “X told me chocolate is better than ice cream, so I choose chocolate.” You making a choice based on believes, or “I am convinced that there is a God, because my parents told me when I was a baby – and they want only my best.” This is a example of following believes as programming. You parents have been programmed just like the parents before them. Making values, and judging things as “such or so” is typically a belief. “I favor this person over this person” is making judging on basis of believe/belief.

My believes ? I strive to live with having no (!) believes. I strive to live self honest. I want to find myself here, physical without believes. As they are all full and complete – lies. I am currently working on loosing/dumping my believes, of data, psychology. To forgive it and leave it all and not look back.

“There is no truth there is only denial of what is here” – Bernard Poolman


It boils down to this: To have a or to live with a believe; is living a lie. Deceive of oneself (others). Plain and simple. Self honesty and honesty is on the opposite of this. I commit myself to leave/dump all be – lie – ve’s and to live in honesty and in specific self honesty. If I have caused a believes with you, I would investigate that. If you carry believes, I would investigate that to. I don’t want any believes what so ever. I recon believes as poison. ¨

Note: this is the time of consequence. If you are living a lie – it is time to deal with it.


“You can hurt me with truth – but never comfort me with a lie.”

“The road to hell is paved with good intentions.”






Day 629 – Unmasking the Macho Man

I was participating on a google hangout about the male gender role.

What expectations do men have for themselves when they’re in a relationship? How do these self judgements get reinforced by other people and the media? What kinds of thoughts and inner experiences do men face in terms of the roles they should apparently be filling in their relationships and lives? How can men support themselves to step out of these roles and let go of the self judgements attached to them so that they can get to know who they really are and what they enjoy in life?



Day 563 – The character of characters / self creator / self responsibility

I have been living characters for approximately 30 years. Characters that are a part of a pre program and a specific design. A opinion – given. A character from a given a opinion and then later it gives me a my direction in life. A directive from a point of egoism and polarity. Characters that are designed and programmed to react and act in a certain code and emotional ways and directions. Characters that create a another character and so on and making me seem like a God. Creating myself. But it is only characters. Totally fake.

What is Self-forgiveness?
It is the process by which an individual forgives oneself for accepting and allowing self to separate from objective reality, releasing positive and negative value judgments such as good or bad, right or wrong, positive or negative – as subjective interpretations of reality regarding something or someone that leads to stability as breath.

– June Roca



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that to dissolve and delete my characters I will become free and I will release the specific energies that are related to the characters and I would become free, where I realize that I have to live the actual change day by day, breathe by breathe to actually change the creator of characters and design that have been simply running in a loop, copy machine copying personalities and lives over and over and over again like with the sins of the fathers cloning and copying new humans to earth over and over again – every day.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not take into full consideration the consequences of living my past programmed design of crating new characters over and over again designing them out ready to use from polarity question, and from self creation that I would expect for myself to suit into later on like I was a chameleon and slipping in and out of characters like a thief in the night, not taking responsibility and being a villain changing my characters.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give into my programmed design of living a specific character when I am to talk to my mom or my dad or other people that are close to me, that I would expect of myself to have certain code or a certain specific attitude towards that is simply a character or the beginning of a character that I would have to learn to direct myself – form this character and to learn to direct myself from this program into real life breath by breath living in honesty and not by programmed emotional design.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to spin around and around into possession over not being able to get out of character, failing to direct, because I would fear to express and live on the other side/honesty and I would spin around and around into loops of possession and creating voices in my head and illness within so without, and not finding the real me, hidden in plain sight. It is me, I am breathe, I life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fail to see that I musts be responsible with my creation meaning my day to day living, that I would have to step out of character and direct myself from falling back into character and I would have to take a responsibility within a breathe to breathe awareness every day and every time I am tempted to suit into the old characters and to suit into the old program that I would make me irresponsible and fall for characters and pre – program over and over again like the infinite conscious construct of mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that I had a lost childhood and thinking that my past have been worse than other peoples growing up, and projecting blame on my parents where I fail to realize that it is myself and my lack of “capre diem” that I fail to realize and live.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go into arguments with my parents about being God and being, a humane and bring children up with teachings of Jesus an God that is simply brainwashing and the same programming that I had when I was a child that I see clear patterns with the children that I am related to that hurts me to see, and I go into anger over this teaching and I feel left out and like a outcast.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel like a outcast from my family because I have changed or am deleting my characters from the past and I am changing myself to something new that is not a character but real life, and real with the breathe.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself how I must see my family from a sort of observer point of view where I see them and I love them & care for them, it is just that I am through living the old lies of copying my parents and my ancestors same mistakes from before over and over again – I want to live and change.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to argue with my parents on “God” and the existence of so, where I fail to see that what I by talking about “God” – making it real, and I should not argue with people on “God” and I should not confront people on religions, I should follow the golden rule, and rather avoid those questions on religions, to avoid friction/conflict.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go into reaction when I am confronted with a character that I see simply as this “character” and I would become fearful from seeing peoples characters, and I would fear to go into stress and reactions out of fear of fear itself, and to fear to go into stress, and I would project blame on these people that I meet failing to live and direct the situation and to be that change that I am as breathe and to live that which is “hidden in plain sight” – the “I life”.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that I have to live like man and to be the man and to be like “Rough and tough” that is simply bullshit and brainwashing ego, where I fail to realize that “hey” – I can change these parts of me into living like a woman instead and to live those qualities of a woman instead of being a man and to drag the disadvantages of being the ego of man – and to life in equality with the benefits of being a woman instead, within breath to breath awareness – here as life : I life.

When and as I see myself heading into creating a character or in any way going over opinion to create a character that I know will simply serve polarity or to create new characters I stop and I slow myself down, and I breathe. I realize that a character will simply create new characters and it will only create new “mees” and it will simply serve the polarity construct and design that is simply a waste of time and energies where I realize is not doing any good at all. I realize that if we are going to have change I have to live the solution on a day to day experience and mannerism. I realize that if we are going to save this world we will have to change it piece by piece, and that no finance crisis or revolution will do it, we have to do it our self step by step, breath by breathe.