Day 10 of 21 days of walking with self forgiveness
I will take on the challenge from my brother : Gian Robberts on walking a 21 day trial of (only/daily) self forgiveness on points. I will walk these points of self forgiveness for self/world change during 21 days.
Here is Gain’s Blog :
21 days of self forgiveness on key points.
The points will be that kind of relevant points as of this world and our living.
Money, sex, politics, work, religion, mind and so on.
Day 10: Change
Please read loud for best effect
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear change as in fearing something I don’t know what is and fearing to let go of old routines and old comfort.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself feel pride and righteousness over how I have changed over time and developed into a more and more responsible being particular within what goes on of metaphysics within and without of myself that causes effect and has a deeper impact on “real world” and living, so within so without.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself for not seeing in clarity until today how bad I have been longing for and wanting change realizing today that I must be that change I want to see in my world, practically physically 24/7.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to imagine how I would be dividing and driving myself into this and that direction out of assuming that the change would/could be bad change – failing again to realize that my effort and my living in everyday breathe by breathe is what makes change and that I must change for the better, self comfort and most of all: for what is best for all must come through, first as self change and then as world change – basic math!
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge and moralize over what I see as bad changes, which is just old system repeating itself like with US president election or war in middle east, which is totally filled with abuse and irresponsible which is again a pin pointer to let us all know that nothing changes unless we change and learn to love/live our enemies and to embrace them and to change our self and this world = equal and one.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define change within myself as a improvement and as a way to improve my life from physical and as a way to become hole and complete and self honest – a path of the way to well being : a good road.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I would need to place trust within other people and their leadership and to place trust in a direction to have change, if failing to have a direction myself, and failing to be with myself and to listen to myself intimately (in to me I see) and to be comfortable with myself and to dare to take response – ability/to be a leader.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear to give up my ego to have change.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself how I would believe it would hurt to give up my ego for change.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be – li – ve that all change is good, then it is a matter of how I define change, and what is just looping and mind fucking / same old.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as a fault and a mistake and to blame myself because of not seeing enough change and not seeing the change I want to see.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think my ideas of change is utopian and unrealistic and that I live in a bubble world.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to divide between my pre-programmed likes or dislikes of good change and bad changes.
Real change is something to happen for the best for all beings !
Change can be painful (like birth), but if we use self forgiveness
we can get past the mind points.
I realize that all I want i to improve my life equally to yours and for everyone – with change.
Living the word change :
How to live the word change ? In a world that most defiantly need both huge and small time change how do we live this word change to its greatest ?
What is my allocation to change? To me change is something new that is replacing something else, something that is a replacement. Change is a substitute and something that replaces something. So in this world there is lots of change going on. So how to value change in its best form ? To value the cool change the good change and the change that is best for all. Most importantly change comes from the inside and from the psyche of self. I want to live like to be that change that I would like to see. I will live the change I want to see, in the kitchen, in the bathroom, in working with animals with talking on phone, with showering, with driving with shopping with walking…. with living: be it/be change – be considerate !!
- 1. make or become different.
- 2. take or use another instead of.
- 1200, “act or fact of changing,” from Anglo-French change, Old French change “exchange, recompense, reciprocation,” from changier (see change (v.)).
Sounding of word:
she – hangs
chen – guest
chen – guess
Polarity of word:
I would associate negative on this word; because of lack of change : that there is not enough changes in this world. There should be more changes and further changes, for the best of all.
I associate that typical change that are best for all, is cool changes I like those changes that are best for all. I cherish and honor them. I realize I will only change myself for what is good – so there for all change is in deeper essence: good/for the better.
Changes are very much like chain reactions. Like a stream of money (changes, coins) and like the pearl or pieces of a neck less. The petals of a flower symbolizes changes to me, or coins that are changing hands. It is almost like changes are a chain reaction in itself. Changes are still very physical and it is like to change direction within and, change one tone of speaking or change ones approach. Change ones pants. Particularly I would like to emphasis the direction from introversion that is driving change, so within so without.
Re- definition of change:
Change is a improvement to occur, in advance of oneness first point, matter or direction.
all 3 pictures are made by me