Day 451 – Recovery model inn psychiatry & Living income guaranteed – a perfect match!

Please first watch this video on what the new recovery is all about.

 

 

Recovery model inn psychiatry & Living income guaranteed – a perfect match!

 

Recovery model in psychiatry is in fact one of the first steps to end psychiatry. Psychiatry as it is, have done enough harm and suffering as it is and it needs to change. Recovery will be a start of changing psychiatry from what it have been into something new and better for all. Recovery to be precise. This is the first step on totally taking away all psychiatry.

Recovery innovations and recovery treatment. Peer working. Working with ones experiences as former patient. The former patient that has survived psychiatry can work with their experience and help other patients that are new to experiencing trouble like psychosis or problems with drugs. Recovery is one of the steps of ending the drugs and in with diets and training! Recovery methods like physical training cognitive methods of training, and also healthy diet, and a stronger focus of finding work and studies to learn skills and to manage self.

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In USA, Britain, Italia, and other western countries, in the world, recovery is gaining in on the old methods of only using drugs and chemical therapy and instead focus on diet, and a more healthy lifestyles and not so much spending time at hospitals for ages.

Within psychiatry it is known but rarely spoken that poverty is often a factor. If you are poor you are more likely to develop a psychiatric illness.  If you become ill you are more likely to be poor. The chances are greater to then become sick. 

The crisis of this world is total. Serving only so that a few elite that gains more wealth and more money to the 1%. The economy is going through a crisis constantly it seems. We need to share more. That is the bigger picture, we need to bring and living income to life and share more.

Psychologists that work in USA get more paid per hour if they prescribe medication to patience than what they get paid if they do not prescribe drugs. We need to change this. 18 patients die every day in USA from taking to many chemical as medication. The system is causing deaths, drugs and crimes of all sorts for all people involved, in psychiatry. And with recovery comes the beginning of the end of psychiatry.

If people in psychiatry where given a fair share of money like a living income guaranteed, they could live in dignity, and participate with cognitive training programs, study, grow insight on alternative healing methods like physical training or preparing food. Attend drug treatment. And learn skills, like knitting or painting, video editing, playing drums, writing and dancing. If people could be paid properly from a living income system, it would improve the life styles of millions of people that suffer from mental illness.

 

This has been tested. What happens when you give enough money to people that is homeless and that suffer from multiple troubles like drugs and poverty? The city of London did this test once on 15 homeless people. They were given money, without condition. The next year 11 out of these 15 had roof over their head and where studying and going to drug treatment.

This proves that people can change. A better life for all is possible.

This kind of experiment has been taking place in USA, Africa, and other places with positive results.

 

Healthy diets should be provided for everyone. A proper roof over one head, education, and health care. With a living income we will start a more transparent society and easier pick up abuse and violations will more easily be detected.

 

Very many people take more drugs than they need only because the doctor is promoting the drug name and label and not promoting health.

 

 

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A living income solution would be what is best for all. A living income would be good for world economy since consumers would be able to buy more healthy food and, vegetables and other helpful products and it would make sure that huge groups of patients would be able to pay for it. That they would have enough money to pay for their diet, health care and education training equipment, drug rehab, and painting course or bicycle that they can by and not steal. Also physical training learning to live without drugs programs, programs that require clothes and shoes computers and more. Perhaps a basketball or a bike, instead of alcohol and hajjis. That is what we would like to se. That is what is best for all.

The ability to purchase knitting tolls or to learn baking, learn to write blogs or learn to work with painting or photography and all sorts of cognitive training arenas. But it requires money. Everyone must be granted a sum of money from start. The goal ahead of oneself to reach for and contribute to studies to finish school. To have a program to follow to become free from drugs and alcohol. 

So by letting recovery innovations come, with its bikes, and carrots, would be super. But remember we must be able to pay for it. A fair share is needed.  If everyone should be able to by healthy food, work out gear and perhaps to study that would require money.
So a living income is but a solution here and it is inevitable. And so is recovery!

Check out our living income site: http://livingincome.me/

Read the proposal. http://livingincome.me/wiki/The_Living_Income_Guaranteed_Proposal

Please watch our video of new human rights: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eT8Sfq-pF3Y

Desteni open forum, more on psychiatry: http://forum.desteni.org/viewtopic.php?f=14&t=524

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Day – 450 – Munchin / Tormod

Munchin / Tormod

Hi. I am Tormod H. Gjedrem

 

For further perspective on what/who Munchin is I recomend reading this desteni article:

http://desteni.org/a/munchin-thoughts-the-unknown-secret-of-creation

 

Ejnoy :

Thoughts during my day / an ordinary day’s thoughts and thinking would perhaps look like this list below. I have taken away one thought/backchats/voice from this list because of its content. It is to be considered private.

So this is the list that I came up with. I will work on self – forgiveness to loosen up and release the energy relation/addiction and the relation that keeps these thoughts pinning endlessly within my mind. And I will write self-corrections to actually live. I have these thoughts and backchats,  and I realize that these thoughts have made me. I realize that these thoughts have been shaping my day and they have shaped me to what i am today. I realize my potantial if i can purify and direct my thought into only supprt myself. I am here working on purifying my thoughts. I will focus on taking part in activities, chores and work, and activly taking responsibility for myself and not bother with thoughts and backchats no more. Let it fly by and not stop within me. I will let thoughts be thoughts and rather focus on myself and breathe and let thoughts and backchats pas over me and not include myself in them no more.

Thoughts during a day could be :

  1. Humanity is sick. Sick and depraved.
  2. War is wrong – sick and wrong.
  3. Don’t be disappointed if you do not make it.
  4. Everyone needs help.
  5. Suicide is a crime.
  6. Jack!
  7. It is your own preprogrammed design.
  8. It is secrecy.

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So.. self forgiveness 🙂

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from thoughts and backchats that I find disturbing or not nice because I don’t like what is being said or I don’t want to take responsibility for them, and I realize that when I separate myself from these thoughts and these backchats I am also separating myself from the responsibility within the thoughts.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear to lose or give up the thought: “Humanity is sick. Sick and depraved” – and I realize that I fear letting it go it because I use it to create blame games and blame onto everyone else and projecting these thoughts within my head and my mind not taking responsibility for myself at all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself the backchats and the energies where I participate   within my mind, creating further thoughts and backchats within me that I take part in and participate with as I hear this sentence and I realize I go into possession over this thought and I need to stop myself from having my world turned into simply fear, and I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go into fear and reactions hiding within emotions, within my mind and I fail to realize that It is a part of the pre – program that I have been living and it is a part of the old world and the old system, that I have been taking part in. And it is a part of the design and the patterns that I have been placing onto myself and it is the design and the life that I have been living where I have been going through from school and from parents from TV, that would be telling me that thinking in itself it is in any ways liberating or meant to free me.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate within this thought “Humanity is sick, sick and deprived” when I see these mind components where I go into stress and into the core of my Schizophrenia with paranoia. Where I participate in thoughts, and indulge in these words to the extent where I realize that I am biting my own ass and I am sabotaging myself from going into reacting and giving thoughts power over me from the start.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself the fear that I sense with taking on specific thought because I would fear to let go of them and live where I would fear to be responsible with myself from thoughts and thinking that I can indulge and live my life within the pre – program and having internal voices and talks within my head telling me that I could live within my old self and simply accept the abuse of the world and simply accept what goes on within so without. Instead I chose to take responsibility for myself and the world around me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself the to participate with the backchats and the energies that react within me as I hear this words “Don’t be disappointed if you do not make it” and I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the backchat make my own reality and my days to be filled with self-doubt and fear from projecting these thought over at A, B or C and thinking that I cannot have this sort of self-confidence because I must settle for less, to these backchats that I give myself from projecting this backchat onto X and crate this paranoid blame game within my head, completely removing myself from responsibility and what is real.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself my awareness that tells me that this sentence “ Don’t be disappointed if you do not make it” is telling me to settle for less which is not acceptable and something I would not agree upon at all. And I commit myself to refuse to settle for less and to keep pushing myself to be the best I can ever be.

 

I commit myself to push myself more within my writing and within my speaking as well and to be sure to slow down, and to practice this within responsibility and honesty.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear lose or give up the thoughts “War is sick, sick and wrong” where I participate and tell myself that this will make the war go away it is simply to project this backchats onto politicians and officials within my head, where I realize that I have the same opportunity to be that changing force within my life and within this world, and control the situation and change my participation within this thought and bring it back to myself and write and blog and blog out messages of equality and oneness so that I can be that leading character of change within my life and I commit myself to be that character of change and leadership to be a role model for others and to make a difference within my life on this earth.   When I take on the thoughts within a backchat and I would project out this thought onto X because I would project onto her within my mind, where I fail to realize that I am only sabotaging myself with separating myself from this thought and not being responsible with myself at all. I commit myself to take responsibility for this sentence and all its content by actively write and speaking out against abuse and to participate with writing and using media to communicate and to make my voice off oneness and equality matter.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself for fearing giving up all my thoughts because I would feel like I would lose power and control of my life and I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear to become something that I still have not experience and something I still have not yet lived.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself how I would fear to give into this positive backchat “Everyone needs help” and for projecting this backchat over to A, B, C, D and E and for thinking that A,B, C, D, or E needs to know that lots of people need help, were I realize that I would like to work more with giving people help and help with human rights within life and I commit to take responsibility for making sure that everyone that needs help, gets help and to push myself to push these programs that best serve life, and to work steady and committed with this.

 

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear to let go of this backchat because I would fear the change involved with letting go of backchats. I commit myself to realize that backchat is a part of me and my participations within the system and memories. I commit myself to take full responsibility for my backchats and my thoughts.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give into this positive backchat with internal conversation where I tell myself that “Everyone need help” and I continue on saying yes that is true, and yes that is a fact, very right simply indulging myself within this thought and internal conversation that make me fall back into old pre – program and old design of myself and my old sins, where I realize that this backchat is myself that I take part within, from my memories and I realize that I must be true to the memories and to be true to myself and to life and take responsibility for my own backchats that occur within me.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear to give up the thoughts “Suicide is a crime” because it feel safe and calming to realize this thought that tell myself like a comfort and correction, where I fail to realize that thoughts and thinking is really sabotaging as starting point and I should learn to speak my honest self instead of relying on thoughts to create my reality. At the same time I realize that it is essential to have some thoughts. It is needed by everyone to have some certain thoughts and I commit myself to purify mine so they best serve a perspective of equality and oneness. And so all life.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear to give up this thought “suicide is a crime” because I consider it cool or nice to have this security to sort of fall back on within myself and to have this insurance and imagined control of myself when failing to realize that thoughts and backchat are creating my frustration and my reality, in the first place.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself how I see that I must be pure in thought and I realize that I must work to manage this by acting in honesty and by taking responsibility for myself and by being an example for others to follow.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give into energies to my thought that says “Jack” where I realize that I would fear to lose this thought / word, because I would imagine that it is like a life jacket for me when I consider the rest of the world and all the abuse that goes on, and I realize that I need something to place this phenomena on. It is simply blame and not responsible at all. I need this thought because I would face reality and challenges inn my way and I would need to have some sort of reason or someone to blame and realizing that It is a mind fuck and a blame game where I end up being the loser myself, biting my own ass, because of how I really on these thoughts, and I rally on my safe corners and my safe corners of creation that I do not want to change, and that I fear change.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear to give up the thought “It is your own pre – programmed design” – because I would fear to lose the power within having this control thought and that it would make me feel powerful and mighty and I would fear to lose it because I would fear to lose control of myself and my reality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel like Jesus when I hear this thought “It is your own pre – program” and for thinking that I am him at this moment when I think this thought.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself the reaction that is created within my mind when I realize how I do not want to wake up from my safe corers of creation.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself how I have created a nest of safety where I do not want to expose myself or where I realize that I am trapping myself within secret mind within the depth of my thoughts and where I realize that I am hiding from honesty and self-responsibility by fearing telling people my honest opinion.

When and as I see myself separating myself from thoughts like backchats or voices, I stop and I breathe. I realize that all the different thoughts that I hear, come from me. I realize that I am the maker or my own thoughts; I realize that I must become responsible for my thinking and everything that goes on within me. I commit myself to take responsibility for everything that goes on within my life and I commit myself to take responsibility for my own life and I commit myself to purify my thoughts. I commit myself to be a leader within the world and within the life that I live. I commit myself to the fact that I am the creator of myself and my own future. I am the maker and the designer of my next second. I commit myself to be realistic and honest about this matter.

When and as I see myself going into reaction or fear from facing a chore or work, I stop and I breathe. I realize that I need chores and work to stabilize myself here as life. And I realize that I need to ground myself within being here as work and as physicality. I need some physical challenges every day. I realize that the more cool routines I can give myself to assist myself the better it is. I realize that chores and work is important for me to realize myself and bring myself into a physical here – ness and into realizing that my life matters, and that I can make a difference.

 

I commit myself to work out the coolest routines that I possibly can give to myself. I commit myself to work out in practically and inn chores and in work what I ned to work out to become more responsible with myself and I commit myself to give myself cool routines and work that is god for my body and work that is supporting my physical to realize that energies and mind and thoughts are mostly deceive and it is mostly not true and it is mostly deceive and it is here as breath that I can make a difference to create routines within my life and awareness with how I see that I am taking away energies that are related to situations or memories and I commit myself to achieve cool routines with myself and to create a world within myself for what is best for all. So within so without.

 

 

When and as I see that I go into fear from losing my safe haven, my comfort zone or my safe creational corner. I stop and I breathe. I realize that I must sometime stir that jar of my own comfort zone to realize that even though I am waking more and more within awareness I realize that most of humanity else is not. And that most of people still rely within belief systems and religion and money on conscious and fear and self-doubt. I realize that I need to be that Shepard to make people wake up, and to realize their full potential. I realize that I can be that source of creation to make people realize that self-forgiveness is a great key and a great tool to work with and for me to tell people that self-forgiveness is but a great chance to realize self. I commit myself to tell people honesty and I commit myself to share my experience of reality and of participating with how I see that life would want to be treated and I commit myself to share my story through my journey to life blog and to tell people that we need to move from conscious to awareness and what a great tool self-forgiveness really is.

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Day 449 – Famous people within psychiatry

Famous people within psychiatry

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http://www.famouspeoplearehuman.com/famous-people-adhd.htm

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_people_with_schizophrenia

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_people_with_anorexia_nervosa

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_people_with_bipolar_disorder

 

 

There are many people that are famous that have a diagnosis. I have listed some of them below. What does it mean that people that have artistic skills are more frequently found within psychiatry? That people that are from psychiatry are more artistically skilled than others?

 

The reason for this is found within the sickness within oneness body or mind, and the experience of it. What is going on in the mind. And one needs to describe it to a doctor. The mind energy relation must be described. A doctor will always want to have as much details as possible from the patient. This places the patient within a role of artistic challenge he or she must have words to describe what he or she feels and experiences. So he or she has to describe what he or she feels like. And what is going on inside the head.

 

The sickness takes one for a ride through oneness mind and tests out all the different mind components and tools that the mind is. And then the patient must learn to describe this to a doctor or to self through therapy. And right there is where I see that the patient can gain or succeed with making arts and being artistic.

 

 

 

Do they have so much talent that we need to put them in hospitals? They end up like victims. Is the talent creating envy within us? Are we left envying painters and singers and movie stars? It could very much seam so. Group mentality will have it that some people can bully others and create victims of the one and then the one break free and breaks the cycle and sort of takes on a role of itself. And maybe he or she works out the stress and the bullying with writing, painting or singing. The sickness does not have to come from bullying it is just an example. It can come from oneself and ones relationship to mind.

Childhood bullying and emotional stress like voices in the head or backchats are best dealt with through self-forgiveness. Through self-forgiveness one can learn to free oneself from the energy relationship and on releases the entities and the plus and the minus that is with a memory and within ones physical.

 

 

Do patients have more cognitive talent?

When the artistic life or the craftsmanship becomes the therapy. You become skilled inn what you do. It is learning by doing. Practice. Learning to paint by painting. Just like me writing her helps me handle voices and backchats within my head. I gain self-confidence.

Self-forgiveness is a brilliant tool to use therapeutic. With self-forgiveness you release you self from the energy addiction in relations hip to the guilt, the fear, backchats or else, that you had built up within yourself self.

 

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AD/HD

Albert Einstein, Robin Williams, Will Smith, Cher

 

Eating disorder:

Diana Ross (American singer)

Victoria Beckham (British singer, formerly of The Spice Girls)

 

 

Schizophrenia:

Syd Barrett – co funder of pink floyd

Philip K. Dick – American author

Vincent van Gogh – visual artist/painter (with schizophrenia and/or bipolar)

 

Bi – Polar

Russell Brand, comedian and actor. “In a low-key admission at the end of the book, he says he was finally diagnosed with bipolar disorder – manic depression – after he kicked the drugs for good in 2002 which goes some way to explaining his almost superhuman indifference to the chaos and catastrophe that almost lead [sic] him to obscurity.”[14]

Kurt Cobain, musician. His cousin, Beverly Cobain, a “registered nurse (…) [with] experience as a mental health professional” and author of a book, When Nothing Matters Anymore: A Survival Guide for Depressed Teens ISBN 1-57542-036-8, stated in an interview: “Kurt was diagnosed at a young age with Attention Deficit Disorder [ADD], then later with bipolar disorder; (…) As Kurt undoubtedly knew, bipolar illness can be very difficult to manage, and the correct diagnosis is crucial. Unfortunately for Kurt, compliance with the appropriate treatment is also a critical factor.”[36]

 

Mel Gibson, actor and director.

 

Macy Gray, Edvard Munch, artist.

Sinéad O’Connor, artist

 

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Day 448 – Relationship to words: Expectations – word and personality.

Relationship to words: Expectations – word and personality.

 

I was going to check my e-mail the other day. And this thought and this mind construct appeared before me. I remembered that I had sent a mail to someone (A) that I now was expecting answer from. And then the whole personality, the energy relation, and the backchat the guilt and so on, appeared to me, as a mind construct in itself.

 

And I realize that I can relate this by focusing on this word and my experience of this word: expectations.   When I am expecting mails, answers, dinner, treats, etc. . . . From someone, I am going inn to this energy addition, that I am expecting something from someone and I have these backchats of “why is it taking so long” or “is dinner still not served ” or “I have been waiting for 15 minutes, gosh” –   backchats within my mind . And all this backchat tells me is to stress and hurry up about expecting, because of my positive experience of receiving something that have been programed into me from when I was very young. And it is simply sabotaging within my head and within my mind.

 

I will work on self-forgiveness to release the energy addiction to these backchats and to my automated stress that I experience from taking on these thoughts of stress. I will work on self-forgiveness to release the energy that is connected to these personalities that I have within myself and that I see is very relevant with this word: expectations.

 

expectation

ex·pec·ta·tion

1. The act or the state of expecting: to wait in expectation.

2. The act or state of looking forward or anticipating.

3. An expectant mental attitude: a high pitch of expectation.

4. Something expected; a thing looked forward to.

5. Often, expectations. A prospect of future good or profit: to have great expectations.

 

 

So from my awareness, this word has only proven to have something hidden within it that I desire and that I would like. Just totally egoistic and selfish of me. And from this energy relation to the word I create backchat within my mind. When I am expecting dinner, or standing in line at the groceries. Or when I am waiting for an e-mail. To me expectations are very much connected to stress and a desire to fast moving forward.

 

 

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Self-forgiveness to release myself from the energies involved.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go into energy addiction and thinking and having backchats from my relations to this word and I am giving into energies and sabotage from my experience of this word: expectation.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to imagine myself as enjoying the reward or the treat before I am given it, from giving into energies and expecting dinner or expecting to be served or expecting a telephone call, or other vice, and I realize that I am acting totally selfish and totally in egoism when I am to be served and when I am to be given food or anything that I have been waiting for and as a result of this I go into imaginations and fantasy about how it will be like when I am given this reward or this treat.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create this personality of expectations and imaginations when I am expecting something to come to me, and I would relay like to be served and given something and I realize that this character is really sabotaging both my relationship to whom I am being served by, and also the relationship of what I have been expecting and what I have been waiting for and I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go into judge and blame on myself from thinking that “I am so fucking selfish” or that “I am pure ego”, where I fail to realize that it is al pre- program and it is all a part of matrix and who I have been programmed from when I was born really.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go into energy and sort of curve into my own belly or solar plexus when I am expecting something where I see that I have lived my life growing up and when I have been expecting rewards I have been going into stress and thoughts of stress, and placing myself within an idea that I must hurry up and whatever that is coming to me must hurry up and enjoy it, ending up with stress and ending up with spoiling my experience of what I am served  

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself for the backchat “Oh come on already” and “This I staking so long” “Would you hurry up already” and “I cannot wait all day for this” where I see that I project out these backchats onto persons, like A, B and C, that I inn any way live in a relations of expectation to and on who I would project out backchats within my mind.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to project out the backchat onto the person A, B and C and in that manner I am totally sabotaging the reward and the communication that might be involved, what I am in reality would be expecting to be given to me and granted to me, where I spoil it all from backchats and imaginations, and I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to I any way think that A, B or C inn any ways could work faster since I am experiencing the backchat from my energy relations and I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create a whole character of expecting and expectations that I realize is simply sabotage and pre- program.

 

 

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Self-correction to be lived:

When and as I see myself going into stress or anxiety, when waiting for something or someone no matter what it is, I take a deep breath and I stop myself, and bring myself back to a point of here, and I realize that if I give into energies and obsession with what I am actually expecting I am giving into sabotage of the actual matter and I realize that if I give into this kind of relations I am sabotaging myself instead of waiting patiently and seeing what it is that I am then later give or that would eventually happen to me. I commit myself to clear any energy relation to this word and I commit myself to give into the experience of receiving the mail or the telephone or the dinner and I commit myself to let the experience of receiving something or the expectation work on me and to let it sort of take part of me gradually, so that I can experience the telephone call or the mail or the dinner and really enjoy it and understand the messages that it has or the treats or the meal that comes to me and to slow myself down and enjoy life more.

 

 

 

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Day- 447- Psychiatry and mind control.

Psychiatry and mind control.

 

The mind is a tool learn to use it – Tormod Hvidsten Gjedrem pro-verb

 

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Do people get sick from inequality? Is militarism inn itself creating paranoia? This is something I will look into here in the field of mind programming and secret government programs inn relatiosn to psychiatry.

 

Within psychiatry there are a lot of theories and truths. Everyone have their story to tell. You may call it conspiracy and bogus, but realize some short facts here, the military budget of USA is so huge that it can contain just about anything. Some 600 – 700 billion dollars each year spent, on crimes against life. And we do not know where exact the money is going. Edward Snowden who more and more people want to give the Nobel peace prize, to, now, just showed us recently that USA and the intelligences of military secret service have the opportunity and the possibility to spy and tap in on any phone conversation as they would like. All over the world. The people crying out about mind controll where right, but they themselves where sentenced to prison and hospitals.

 

The doors to disclose these phenomena’s of chemtrails and tapping phones, and mind controlling from radio and ultra violet waves, are closed behind government secrecy and military classification. Either it is chemtrails our sound engineering and microwave “broadcasting” like wave and radio engineering and all in all: mind control that is taking place. To the single person it could be torture. I am sure.

 

Military machinery

The full and complete reason behind chemtrails is not disclosed. And it is military that is keeping it so secret and not telling what they are doing. To all of us. Affecting our physical and our daily life. That is simply not acceptable. This is not the world that we want to give to future generations. We will stop it and we will see that the military eventually disappears from funding and existence. It is making people sick with possessions and depression. Completely. In the future there will be no military because military is not supporting life. Look at it this way: Why do you go to work or to school ?? To be able to care for your children? To contribute to society? To consume and enjoy your free time more? To a general common good for all. What is best for all perspective?   In the future there will be no religions either. Not as we know them today, as a strategic tool of separation and so called policy making. Bankers desire…etc… Religions only separate and drive people into insanity, and crime. So there will be no more war. No “God” of mind either. “God” – have driven it too far.

 

 

The secrecy is sabotaging life. It is the US military machinery that is closing the doors locking it down, and keeping the secrets. You may say that people from psychiatry have a lot of “crazy” theories, but I would still consider it more hones to keep an open mind, and listen to then, rather than to close the doors and deny for what is going on.

And all this secrecy and bothering of mind is driving people to sickness and to possession and psychosis. The secrecy and programming from military and others are ruining life and the mental health of people. And driving them into psychiatry and into sickness. Very often this is obvious. And we need to change. The sooner the better. Life is at stake.

The simple fact that 85 people own more money than the poorest 3, 5 billion people. Chew on that! Those numbers are causing people to react and go into war. Of course it is sickening. Inequality is creating bullying and war. We are all inn it together, and we need to change. And we will change because we can change.

 

If people have different starting points there will much easier start friction between them and reactions and bullying and fights can occur. Stealing and robbing. Like we see today where a few elite people like 1 % of the world is running away with almost everything of value and worth. It is driving people to insanity and crime. It has to end. And we are here to end it and change so that we can create a better future for all. Inequality is creating very much sickness and fear within this world. Inequality is driving people to insanity and crime every second. It must stop.

If I were to tell my doctor say 5 years ago, that: “There is a great possibility that my phone or my internet is being spied on… “ he or she would call me a liar and laugh at me. He or she would probably ask me why I would fear to have my phone tapped. And say that I would be full of fantasies and conspiracy. Shit, even my parents and what I call close friends, a lot of people around me would not let their comfort zone bee stirred up, and they would call me insane. Truth hurts. And Edwards Snowden proves this. Edward Snowden proves the doctor wrong. He proves the sceptic wrong.

So what do we know about mind control and official programs of government? Very little, but we know more than enough to say that the doors and the files, are closing in front of our eyes at the US military and the American and international secret of programs, and militarized societies. They are holding back. And it is killing life. This can not go on.

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Inequality = sickness

One more time to clear up. Inequality created friction, bullying and war. Different starting point in life creates a wrong balance within oneself and yes it can lead to mental sickness and psychosis. This is very far a financial problem. We are going to delete poverty. There are a lot of theories about what goes on within channels of information’s and fear, hope systems, control and mind. What is totally clear is that it is US – government official and military programs that are closing its door and shutting down: truth. And it is no doubt that what they are doing is promoting war and ruining life and sabotaging what is best for all.

 

It is military that is not sharing from the endless budgets and funding’s. And it is killing life. It is not the kind of future that we want to see for our children. It is not the kind of future that we would like to share for our self. It has to stop, and it will stop. Eventually. Because we are sabotaging life for all bye having a military. There has never been an honest need for military. Not as a starting point, not at all. We at desteni are staking out a future for all inn life to participate. We are desteni.org – Check out our forum and our programs to start writing to freedom. Investigate time and support the living income guaranteed proposal. We have the actual solutions, and we all have to be the change within or self that we want to see in the world. So within so without. We have to change and we will change. Living income is inevitable. Join us

How do I stop being controlled by waves of sound, or programs from US intelligences? The answer is easy, though accomplishing it may take some work but, join desteni.org and learn the mind. Learn to stop the pre – programmed self, egoism and fear, thoughts and emotions and feelings.

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Day 446 – How I attract to girls from psychiatry.

How I attract to girls from psychiatry.

 

I have had 3 or 4 relationships with girls within psychiatry. I met them in psychiatry and we shared some time together in hospital and then later outdoors. They were relationships and they were sharing with sex, and sharing intimacy and commitments.

 

I have spent maybe 1 year in total within the walls of psychiatry. Summen up together. 80 something commitments during my 10 years of enlist and “needing” psychiatry. Many a dinner, TV-night, drama, sharing of cigarettes, giving away telephone numbers, yelling, knitting, painting, and fooling around with each other trying to make the best of our time there. Trying to enjoy ourselves inn all the misery. I grew into a one personality of talking to girls within psychiatry.

 

The psychiatric hospital has been a natural place for me to meet with girls. And boys. Friendship and relationship have evolved from within there. I have changed telephone number and Facebook name with many girls at hospitals. The smoking room have been used almost as dating rooms and I have been sharing lighters or cups of coffee and information with girls within the hospital units.

It has grown into me like a character that idea that emotions are a cool way to start a conversation and to start to talk and flirt or communicate from that basis.

 

I once was engaged with a girl from psychiatry. At one point we had great plans. We were in a relationship together. She suffered from post-traumatic stress syndrome. And she died in 2010 from killing herself with chemicals that she saved up from hospital under her pillow and committed suicide that way.

She is in this picture:

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It is this common relation that we shared that would bind us together. The common “slime” – of emotions and fear, anxiety, stress and traumas. You can often see it in people’s eyes, and then the backchat and taboos go of. Hearing the backchats and thoughts in oneness heads of people saying “Him, right there must be a psychiatric patient” or “Look at her how nervous she is, she must be suffering from nerve problems”. These thoughts and backchat within our mind that create stigma and taboos in society. This separates and divides between us in society, separation of chemical therapy, drugs, depression, anxiety, taboo, suicide, and stigmatizing people because we are all different or not all totally alike. This backchats and thoughts within people’s heads, separating from work, studies, hygiene, mannerism, and money. Class difference and difference in dignity and inn life. It is within this understanding that I have created a character and I have started talk to girls from psychiatry about relations and where we could possible connect.

 

It is easy to spot on a person if the person is constantly within emotions stress or within constant emotions turmoil’s within oneness mind. It is this that separates these people from society. But still within this anxiety and this stress there are people that are able to find love and to find common interest and to share with each other their company and even grow relationships.

 

So when I see a girl that I think looks attractive I would probably try to communicate with here, to hear hers story and maybe share mine: A overweight of emotions is usually the common sign but once your have been within this system for so long you see right through other covers and hiding.

Once you have talked to hundreds of former mental patient and once you have shared you one story to dusins of health care professionals you get drilled in it. In manipulating, inn acting convincing and trust worthy. And also for me to talk to girls and make friends it girls and look at the possibility for going into relationship with them.

 

It comes to my mind that mental patients would be good sales representative because they are so convincing or able to be manipulative within themselves. At least that is my experience.

 

Anyways I see the point today that opens up to me a point of holding back or to restrain myself within talking to girls because from 10 years of being a mental patient I have been witnessing lots and very much, and gotten used to the idea that it is easy to talk to girls on emotional level from all of self-pity and anxiety. And I have created a personality within myself on talking to girls from a psychiatric point of view and from an emotional perspective.

 

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that girls that are from psychiatry like to feel pity more than other girls or to feel superior in relation to their mental sickness and that I should give them this feeling, and I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to take advantages of girls that are within the mental health industry and try to convince them that I know right from wrong and that I know better than doctors or nurses, and I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give into thinking that girls like me because I can pity them, and I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed to evolved a whole character that is trained in talking to girls only within an emotional self-pity perspective. And I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel like nude or without from my comfort zone when I am to talk to girls in general because I use to have this whole game rigged up within talking to girls where I see that I have been throwing them pieces of self-pity flesh and looking for way within myself to gain on self-interest and sex. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give into this character of giving girls and women things from my mind and a mind fucking and manipulate perspective, where I see that I have ben abusing myself with fucking around with mind games within what I have been telling these girls of lies and promises.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear to open up the point of me acting within the character of flirting with girls from psychiatry and flirting with women that I realize is in deep shit from before and that they don’t need my manipulating and my games.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the honesty with in my mind and my memories of dealing with self-pity, and of giving into energies instead, because it feels safe.

 

When and as I see myself standing before this new girl that I would like to talk to I stop and I breathe. I realize that when I fill my lungs with air I should be able to direct myself to speak freely to the girl, and not speaks out of a preprogramed design and a character. I realize that when I sense that I am going into “this girl would like to feel pity” – character, I stop myself and bring myself back to here as breath and I talk to them and share with my experience of the physical reality and the word that is there. Like I am here.

 

I commit myself to stop acting out from a preprogramed reality and I commit myself to stop acting in self-interest and to stop thinking with my dick. I realize that thought only direct me to bounce between emotions and feeling positive and negative back and forth, back and forth, like a battery, in matrix. I commit myself to stop the process of old shame or guilt that could sneak up on me from emotions or fear from memories. I commit myself to be here and to expresses me as best as I can to the girl or the woman that I want to talk to.

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Day : 445 Eating to fast !

Eating too fast and realizing that I am sabotaging myself.

 

 

Here is a cool vlog by Sylvie Jacobs on the topic of eating to fast:

enjoy:

 

 

Eating to fast is self sabotage:

 

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When I eat or i am about to eat ,I usually go into energy addiction from my desire and need to have tasty food every day.

I go into this energy addiction where I tell myself inn that “this looks tasty and nice and tasty “, or “lets eat it up as fast and possible and move one” – sort of thinking. Like I have to stimulate my energy to satisfy myself like a perversion.

 

I realize that this sort of thinking have been sabotaging my way of eating and it resulted in me eating too fast and It again results in stomach pain and heart issues and stress and other symptoms of sickness.

 

I will work on self forgiveness to release the energy addiction in relation to me having a meal.

 

Enjoy!

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give into thinking “this looks tasty and nice and tasty “, or “lets eat it up as fast and possible and move one” and creating a sort of competition or challenge to myself on eating as fast as possible.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I have not been able to realize or fully understands that I am the loser within this eating competition.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to project the issue or problem of eating to fast over at other people and at chefs or at people working the food industry, and then again go into blaming and judging them because of what I have projected on to them in the first place.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself the experience of being in a hurry and being in a rush when I am to eat and when I am to have a meal where I forget to slow down and enjoy my meal where I speed up and press as much as I can into my mouth and sabotaging my experience of eating.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to take my food for granted and think that of course I am going to have food, taking it for granted that I will have food to eat when there is people starving everywhere on this planet and there is people who do not get food at all.

 

I realize that it would be supportive for me to be more critical to what I eat.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think: “I must learn to eat slower”,   “I eat to fast”, and for giving into backchats where I tell myself “I am going to die from eating wrong” and “I am going to be sick from eating wrong” and I go into panic and I hurry up and eat like I am in a hurry.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate within backchats within my mind where I tell myself “what the fuck have you been eating” and “do you want to be fat and have heart issues deliberately” within my mind and for projecting these backchats over to my mother or my father or other people that prepare my meals that I eat, or that I keep within myself if I have prepared the food.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to take for granted that I will have food every day because of my life situation and I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not consider other peoples struggle to find and by food for themselves on a day to day basis.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel shame or guilt from the fact that I live and participate within a society where we throw away tons of food every day, when people are starving and trying to make ends meet.

 

When and as I see myself standing or just expecting a meal and to have something to eat. I stop and I breathe. I realize that when I stop and take a breath, I must be clear within myself that I need to take it slow and be relaxed when I am to eat, and I realize that I have to slow myself down and take it easy and to really give it time, when I am to eat. I realize that if I hurry up and eat in a hurry I am sabotaging myself. I realize and want to remind myself that approximately 30 000 children die every day from starvation so I should really slow down and appreciate my meal. I commit myself to as I stop myself and I take that breath to realize that I have to slow down and I am to eat and to really take my time with eating the food that I am served. I commit myself to slow myself down and take my time, with both eating and preparing a meal for me to enjoy myself alone or at the company with others, I commit myself to take my time with eating and to learn to enjoy my own company. I commit myself to use this “rule” to learn to enjoy my own company much more.

 

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