Day 460 – Purifying myself as thoughts.

 

Purifying myself as thoughts – how do I do that?

 

Let’s first look at what creates thoughts. Thoughts are created from memories as they “collide” with energies of present and with the words and energies that are around us in present and from this friction or this reaction, thoughts are born. Thoughts are like energies that are squeezed out from our mind and from the back or our heads like Neo waking up or simply charging matrix / mind with its requested energies and friction.

So how do I purify myself as thoughts? Let’s look at memories first. If I have a memory that I have attached energies to, like energies negative or positive values to a certain memory I need to free myself from this energy because if I let energies that I have connected to this memory collide with energies from words and sentences that I experience today, I am creating a lot more noise and sound around me or within me like the typical backchats within my head, or thoughts that is really out of my control, or even voices in my head.

One more time with memories. If I let a memory attach with energies that are either positive or negative and then giving into words and sentences around me these words from my present and the energies attached to memories collide and create backchats or voices in the head, from friction, or simply thoughts that I do not control myself. I need to free myself from these energies that I have attached to memories through the years through self – forgiveness.

So I can purify my thoughts by forgiving the attachment to the memory, and I can free myself from the attachment or the memory by deleting the attachments and by taking away the energies that I give to the memory through time. I delete the attachments with forgiving myself. I simply say or write self-forgiveness and realize and commit myself to free the energies from the memories.

I purify my thoughts by removing obstacles from the past. Energies turn into tripping vires when they are not dealt with and may surprise you when you least expect it from the debt or your own mind. I would suggest visely for everyone to walk this course : http://lite.desteniiprocess.com/ – free course to learn self forgiveness with the tools of http://desteni.org/ and to start free oneself from mental mind slavery.

How can I else purify my thoughts? I can purify my thoughts with slowing down my process and to do what is best for all. In acting. By slowing down I see much clearer what I am doing. I realize that I through slowing down can more easily see where I am in my process. And by always doing in practical physical what is best for all I am also purifying myself and my world inside of myself. I am by doing what is common sense and what is best for all purifying my thoughts and my world and by doing want is best for all learning myself to deal with what is best for all and then only thinking on what is best for all. By not doing abuse and by not involving in corruption or lies. Honesty does not abuse so I choose to be honest 100 % of the time.

 

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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that energy attachments to memories have specific colures, and special functions and special design.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that I am to kind to give away this valuable information for free.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that everyone should learn self-forgiveness to free self from slavery of the mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that “I don’t want to purify” and “I do not bother to purify” and “someone else can purify” where I project out this backchat onto A and by projecting this out I am removing myself from the responsibility of having these backchats and these thoughts.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel this sense of nervosity and fear in relation to taking on the task of purifying myself as thoughts because it is new territory and I do not know what I am going into.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear to fall back into self-judging because of how I lived my life as a child and how I have judged myself into schizophrenia and suffering from judging myself and I realize that I need to stand up and realize my possibilities here as life in present and in real time inn honesty and stop the judging myself from the past and taking responsibility for myself all over again.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that it is from fear of content or sensitivity that is occurring when I experience thoughts that are real silent and low down and I realize that the thoughts that are really just because of how my mind is trying to deceive me into fear and phobias and mind way to live in the past.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself how I realize that living in present and living in every second is the next is bringing qualities to my life and for people to prosper and for people to care and to dare show love to each other’s and to dare to live in present.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that to purify myself is my life chore and I realize that purifying myself as thoughts is a task that I must go through for 7 years into life and living the example of Jesus and Bernard Poolman and others alive and dead that have not given up their struggle for equality on earth.

When and as I see myself standing infront of a possibility of choosing something over the other I stop and I breathe. I realize that I can take a minute and analyze the choice and by analyzing and writing pro and against and can come to a conclusion that is best for all, and I will commit myself to when I am to change my activities and what I am at the moment doing I commit myself to find the common sense solution and what is best for all.

I commit myself to open up doors and open up possibilities for people to realize that is full potential. I commit myself to take responsibilities in society where I live and I commit myself to deal with life and to realize that there is lots of my sort of help needed and I commit myself to purify myself as thoughts when I am about to think and when I should have a thought.

I realize that I am heading the right way and that where I am now as myself here in physically breathing and living my life is on the right “track” and I realize that I need to bring myself into the right decision every time that I possibly can and how I will when I change my activity change for what is best for all. And for what is commonsense.

So I need to clear my memories from attachments. I need my memories neutral and like nothing, simply breathe, to be without attachments. I need to clear out the attachment of positive or negative energies so I am not living the energies. But having the ability to live the memory as a experience and as a neutral experience that it in fact is, and nothing more of energies, preprogrammed matrix mind and rather taking charge myself and purifying my thoughts. At least form a memory point of view.

Thank you for reading.

Day 459 – Consistency

Relationship to Words: Consistency

 

I realize a pattern within myself from this the recent days on the word consistency. For example I signed up for a drug free camp at an island south in Norway, it was to last for 6 days and have focus of being drug free. After 3 or 4   day I was tired from the experience and wanted to go home. I felt agitated and irritated from small and meaningless stuff. And this is very typical of me. How I sign up for something and I realize that after a while I regret the whole experience. I realize that half way through I become restless and irritated and wanting to end my participation with the program. I realize that this is something that keeps returning within me. And it is a part of me actually choosing abuse or choosing a wrong path. I am giving into transgression and making up alternatives and excuses to quit or leave a program. It is like I sell myself short and give up after having tried for some short time. It is like a character of resign or quitting. Not pushing through.

 

 

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go into transgression over petty things like a wrong word or stress or stepping out of my routines and doing something not expected and feeling unsecure or nude at a time off the event.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to let reactions and self-sabotaging take over me and I present to myself the opportunity of choice and I give myself the opportunity or choice and choosing other opportunities in my path, and this is where I fail to realize that If I go according to plan, for me within common sense and what is best for all. This is the path that I choose and this is the path that I will walk. Common sense, what is best for and equality and oneness is what is in the cards or within the path that I will walk.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself how I have failed to take responsibility for myself and doing what is best for all, and then suddenly give into reactions and transgression and taking away responsibility and what is best for all away from my awareness and by doing so I blame other people around me, like A, B, or others, and I create this blame game onto other around me from failing to take responsibility for the life that I have chosen to live.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that consistency is related to religious or schooling and boring things like religious practice and religious mannerism.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed I to think that consistency is bad or wrong where I fail to realize that consistency could be fun and educative and that I could learn from being consistent.

 

When and as I see myself wondering if I should participate on something like an event or a weekend etc. I stop and I breathe. I realize that if I am in doubt on when or if I should participate on something I should write down pro and against list. I realize that meetings, gathering and weekends are cool opportunities to meet other people and to become friends with other people and to gain responsibility and gain self-confidence through consistency. I commit myself to being consistent and I commit myself to do what is common sense and what is best for all in consistency. And that all my actions and activities are supposed to be consistent and are supposed to be within what is best for all and common sense mannerism.

I commit myself to when I move from one activity to another to always move to what is best for all, and what is commonsense, in equality and oneness.

 

When and as I see myself at a gathering or an activity like a weekend at somewhere and participating with this activity, and I start to grow irritation or restless. I stop and I breathe. I realize that practicing consistency is good for me. And I realize that if I have first chosen to participate on something I might as well finish it out and complete my participation with it. I commit myself to push through and to do what is expected of me and to complete my participation with a programmer and a plan. I commit myself to at all times, do what is best for all in equality and oneness.

 

Thank you!

Day 458 – Speaking the word responsibility to myself inn my native tongue: Norwegian

I was reading through a desteni article the other day. And it told me to test myself by speaking to myself the word “responsibility” in my native language, (Norwegian) and see what I associate with this word. I did it, and what I found, was that I associate this word with being able to lock my door to my old room when I was like 8 or  9 years old. My dad would give me a key and I could lock into my room and be on my own.

 

My definition of the word responsibility, that spells “ansvar” inn Norwegian,  was manifested through my ability to lock into my own room and be there sort of in secret. The sound of the door locking was here the element that made me feel responsible.

 

I was then learning that through being private and being on my own, I would be responsible. By learning to have secrets and to hide or simply being alone I would learn that this was being responsible.

How does this affect me today? What is my relationship to being responsible today?

 

I will work on self – forgiveness to release myself from the energies connected to this memory of mind from looking the door to my room and being secret. I see that there is a whole mind construct evolving from the sound of me locking my door to my old rom. As I was 9 years old I was experiencing great emotional turbulence because I was lacking language to express myself. I was heading straight on to emotions and depression from entering my teen age years, and I had no language to express my mind or its components.

I do today though.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think it is wrong to learn that being private and having secrets are bad or wrong meaning that I do not trust my judgment from this age and rather giving into doubt rather than trust when I was to learn to be responsible with myself and looking back at what I did with this responsibility being a young boy and from there growing insecure and emotional from starting to doubt myself from being responsible.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself how I see that I struggle to enjoy my own company, being alone, here today when I constantly go back to this memory of opening and closing of doors that make me confused and also nervous.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself how this negativity or self-doubt would lead me into saying “no” to chores and rebelling against my parents and growing aggression to my parents and having reactions to anything that would be touching in on my responsibility and my emotional self-doubt characters.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to  experience the backchats of “let’s break the law” and “let’s do something that is illegal” and “let’s do this shit” backchat going off in my head as I would from a young age think that the world needs to change and the world needs to be a better place for all life involved and that I would rebel again authorities.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to  fear talking to my parents or others about my situation or my mental state, as I would not dare to open up this side of me and I also did not know the words to explain myself to my parents or anyone else a I was living my pre – programed design of mind.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself  the word “ansvar” is founded within my need to be secret or my need to be on my own and solitude and giving myself time to be alone and I realize that I need this time alone just as much if not more than being together with someone else and being social.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself how the experience of looking a door and using a key to my door is also copied and used when I am starting my car with the car key and the sound of starting the car makes me think of responsibility or, more correctly it makes me think of being 9 or 10 and being secret in my rom having locked the door.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself how I realize that using codes and using tools to open up my bank account I am taking on elements and memories of being 9 and 10 and learning to lock my door and I am going into this character and I am experiencing the word “ansvar” like it is spelled in my native lounge, Norwegian, when I enter my bank online.

When and as I see myself that I hear the world responsibility in my native tongue “ansvar” I stop and I breathe. I realize that I soon go back to the sound of my old door to my rom being looked and I realize that I connect this word to very much since I today am mature or and an adult and I have walked process for a little over 2 years now, and I realize that I still go back to this door being looked and I realize that since this door is being looked or unlocked, it might as well be unlocked and opened up again so within so without principles. And I realize that today I am opening up doors to see where I can take more responsibility and how I can contribute more to the different elements of life and I realize that there is plenty of areas where I could contribute to a better life for all.

 

When and as I see myself starting to doubt myself or starting to grow insecure on myself and I start doubt myself from a perspective of where I can take responsibility for myself and my actions, I stop and I breathe. I realize that working though the elements and working though my past brings light on new sides of me and gives me new ideas of where and how I can take more responsibility for myself and through working physical or with writing I create opportunities for myself and personal growth. I commit myself to work on self – forgiveness and to work on physical work and to do physical work with dedication and with the common sense spirit or thinking and I commit myself to work on what is best for all and to whenever I change my activity it must always be into something else that is also common sense and best for all.

When and as I see myself about to start my car, using my key to and drive, I stop and I breathe. I realize that whenever I am using a key I am going into my old role of learning responsibility. I realize that locking doors or starting engines or closing something with a key or juts using a key at al makes me go back to my experience of this word : “ansvar” with myself and I realize that this also goes for when I am to enter or leave my bank account online and I realize that I go back to my memories of growing up and locking stuff to myself all thing is related to how I learn to keep secrets and to be alone and I commit myself to keep opening up the doors that are closed and to free part and pieces of me that I find from self-forgiveness and self-correcting.

 

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Day 457 – What is the plan for the preprogrammed part of population?

What is the plan for the preprogrammed part of population?

 

 

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Now there is something I need to clear out here. I will here clear the air. We have all been programed in detail. From creation. We have been programmed to chase each other head over heels from greed and egoism and selfish needs. This has been going on since the origins of man and it have not started to end until now today. We are told how to speak, talk, walk, fuck, shit and think. Everything from what you can compare to Pink Floyds the wall. We are brick inn a wall. We are all left as looser inn the competing of greed and selfishness. There is nothing but losers here.

 

If you have seen the matrix, movie. You probably remember the scene where Neo wakes up from his bubble- battery in the field of millions of people living to charge the system with its energies. Just like that we are feeding the system with thoughts and backchats every day, feeding the system our energies. Like we have been programmed to. So I chose for myself to step out of the program, break the cycle, and into reality. Real life. Breathing a 4 count breath and forgiving myself my transgression, and my fear and egoism etc. Thoughts, feeling, pictures, characters, emotions, dreams and imaginations, everything and totally undress myself for these relations. Until I have directed everything back to myself and back to its original place of nature. Learning by doing and correcting myself and by walking my life to be that change I want to see inn this world.

 

But what about the millions of others that do not want to wake up? What about the people that simply wants to participate with the pre – programming and the life inn matrix simply feeding their energies to mind and to the system? Well if you are one of them I encourage you to seize the day. Stop the matrix and stop the mind and start to walk with us within desteni, for what is best for all. We know what we need to do. We have to totally change the system into something that is serving life not that is ruining life. We must tear down all the old structures of egoism and greed, and face our self in honesty. Honesty does not abuse. It is time to realize that we can no longer ignore the solution to these problems. It is time to let everyone have piece of the cake. Living income to all, so that more are capable to take responsibility for themselves. So that more people can learn to work with self – forgiveness and to get to self-honesty, and self-trust.

 

 

The millions of human beings that live their complete lives in the system as slaves of the system, have not woken up. They simply feed the system with their energies so that they can feel accepted and thy can feel include and in control. But they are not. They are still just patterns within mesmerizing and files of reincarnation. Desteni is not a religious movement. Quit the contrary. We believe that you have to wake up the god of mind and take responsibility for yourself, physically, here today, within the life that you live. Millions dies every day in vain. If you are woken up and if you   can see yourself as Neo in the back of your mind, waking up. I encourage you to find a desteni course to walk and start writing to freedom. Self – forgiveness is the great key to the many doors.

 

We know what we have to do. Desteni is like a tool provider and a tool box with all the right tools. It is up to you to start using them. Don’t let your life be wasted. Lets start changing this world today.

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Let’s do this for the best of all humanity and for all life on this earth.

 

Thank you!

Day 456 – Facing secret mind

Emptying out secret mind: Till here no further!

 

What is secret mind ?

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If you do not know what is secret mind I suggest reading this article by Sunette Spies from the desteni forum:

http://forum.desteni.org/viewtopic.php?t=3029

 

Before you read this:

I realize that my secret mind have troubled me for some 30 years or so. I have come to realize that this program of secrecy and guilt and shame have tormented me for a long time. I realize that I have no longer use for my secrets or my secret mind. I realize that it is through self – forgiveness, I have managed to stop and delete the gate keeper, being the backchating demon within my head that is now being washed away and deleted. I am stopping the activities of my secret mind and conspiracies. I realize that I may again face trouble with secret mind and conspiracies and I would now know better how to handle it. I realize that I am not in fact deleting my secret mind but rather stating that I will not keep secrets to myself or anyone else in this world on basis of shame, guilt or remorse in particular. I will work on self – forgiveness and self-corrections on how to stop and empty my secret mind and my backchats from occurring again. Step by step, day by day. Until I am lesser and lesser affected by it.

 

What is Self-forgiveness?

It is the process by which an individual forgives oneself for accepting and allowing self to separate from objective reality, releasing positive and negative value judgments such as good or bad, right or wrong, positive or negative – as subjective interpretations of reality regarding something or someone that leads to stability as breath.

– June Roca

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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear my relations to permanently opening up my former closed secret mind or for fearing the backchats or the energies that have been holding me back and creating this handicap of schizophrenia and emotional turmoil within my head and my mind through the years where I realize this major shift for myself where I do not allow myself to carry secrets or carry conspiracies or guilt or shame within my secret mind no more, and where I realize that I trough forgiving the backchat I have managed to free myself from this type of mental, mind slave relationship and stopping secret mind and leaving it open.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that this change within me is not real and that since it is not real It is fake where I fool myself with telling myself that it will reverse or fall back on me and it will be turned against me again like an old habit, from before where I close down within my secret mind and hide within thoughts and thinking to hide and create lies and war inside of myself and where I realize that I am fooling myself and failing to realize that I have made this cool achievement of making my weakness of schizophrenia, and carrying of emotions and feelings and creating all sorts of fuss around me from reactions and thinking that I have now opened up this chamber within me where I can be myself, rely on myself, have others rely on me, and not be secretive, to a much farther degree and where I can rely on what choices or paths that I choose that will be common sense and what is best for all. All the time.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel this sense of liberation or greatness like a feeling where I realize that I am stopping my mind and learning to live my life with myself, over again and where I learn to live my life for what is best for all and not trough secrecy. And I realize that I am heading on to taking more responsibility and looking at honesty and breathing steady and being here as life and not as secrets and guilt.

 

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to compare secrets and guilt to each other and where I realize that I am fooling myself with how I actually create polarities with this picture of me opening up a box or a locker and saying that this picture is cool or calming, and I realize that this image of myself opening up and closing a locker as I chose is the symbol of me taking control of and emptying out my secret mind and really deleting its functions and I realize that since I have started to practice slowing down I am experiencing this notion of taking control of my life to a further degree and I empty out my last secrets from within myself and bringing it back to myself and I realize that this process have facilitated for me by people from before me and that I am living of the benefits of other peoples effort from what they have laid as basis and premises towards equality and oneness.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel and have a certain need to show gratefulness and thankfulness towards the people that have done this facilitating of mental designs and programs, before me and I realize that this is a process that everyone should walk to learn self and mind and that it will be more and more facilitated as people push through this training.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think I own it to myself to be grateful and to be kind and gentle with myself and to continue on slowing down myself and I realize that it is all thanks to my own effort of slowing down, and how I have learned to say self – forgiveness and stopping the mind and emptying out secret min and stopping the pre – program through the tools of desteni.

 

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When and as I see myself standing in front of this word secrecy or in any matter facing the phenomena of secret mind and backchat again. I stop and take a deep breathe. I realize that through my time I have possible not been so bothered by anything like I have as from secret mind and backchats. I realize that secret mind is best left open and stopped or halted. I realize that through practicing slowing down I am able to see clear what I am working on and by slowing myself down I see the points and the elements clearer.

I commit myself to continue slowing down and taking my time with what I do in my life. I commit myself to further investigate slowing down and making myself calm and easy with slowing down and securing myself within trust, and be honest with myself on how I choose the slowing down compared to speeding up and stressing. I commit myself to open up my mind and my secret mind at all times and to have an open mind so that I can speak my mind at all times.

 

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Thank you for reading!

Day 455 – What is paranoia ?

What is paranoia??

Paranoia is according to Wikipedia: a thought process believed to be heavily influenced by anxiety or fear, often to the point of irrationality and delusion.

 

 

Dictionary.com says that:

Paranoia is:

  1.   A mental disorder characterized by systematized delusions and the projection of personal conflicts, whichare ascribed to the supposed hostility of others, sometimes progressing to disturbances of consciousness and aggressive acts believed to be performed in self-defense or as a mission.

 

 

Desteni forum on the topic:

http://forum.desteni.org/viewforum.php?f=124

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How thoughts create physical reality  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=brvCJytjLt8

 

 What is paranoia to me?

Whenever I sense that I am starting to collect energies or entity masses, memories and pictures, within my head and my brain or my body, and I start to collect these energy pockets, and gather them up to have a reaction or a thought, this process from gathering information and energies, is paranoia. Today I am able to stop this gathering of energies, and delete the paranoia to an extensive degree. Preparing to think. I am experiencing paranoia. It is my process of building up full thoughts, or simply backchats to have roaming through my head that is my paranoia.

Again, I would say that having paranoia is the reactions or the friction that goes on within me metaphysically that are collecting energies and mass to produce a thought and to have thoughts as a part of the preprogram and matrix living that I have lived and that I am still to certain degree am living.

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So you could say that it is the start of having thoughts or you could say like Bernard Poolman said it: “All thought is paranoia”

Now, what is common sense with having paranoia? Humans are all very much likely to have some thoughts during a day; the mind conscious system that lives within us is expecting thoughts to feed it its energies. And as long as we live our lives within what is pre – programme and matrix we are doomed to have these thoughts and this enslavement during our lives.

So are we doomed to be a littel paranoid every day? Yes defiantly… all of us.

Everyone is experiencing some degree of paranoia, underneath the layers personalities, pictures, memories and the fears, the words, and the image of self, habits, abuse, relations, religions, and so on. Paranoia could be the process of gathering energies and memories and mass to produce thoughts and the process to gather energies and masses of energies to have thoughts and to have paranoia.

So what is common sense with paranoia?

Common sense with paranoia is to learn self and to learn mind to deal with it so it does not get out of hand and create a personal crisis or unwanted drama. Common sense here would be to learn self – forgiveness and self-corrections, and guess what! You can start today, with the lite course from desteni: http://lite.desteniiprocess.com/

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Day 454 – Self – forgiveness – silence – the word silence.

Self – forgiveness – silence – the word silence.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear silence because I am expecting silence to be broken by noise and backchats or voices in my head where I realize that It is lack of self confidence and self trust that is causing the breaks of silence, like friction or reactions, to happen within my head, and in my world.

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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear ending up lonely only because I would like silence to come to me, and I realize that I fear silence because I am connecting silence to loneliness and to solitude.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word silence and as I separate myself from this word I am giving into projection and blame onto other people like a, b, c and I create this relation of energies on how I blame them as I project on to them my issues and my troubles with relations to silence and remove myself from the responsibility of having these backchats or voices.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to imagine and think that silence have to do with religion and religious practice, like one is told to be silence before God in church and at the same time to be obedient.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to relate this word silence to being a pupil at school and being told by teachers to be quiet.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that adults decide when we are supposed to be quiet or not.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself my memory of being told by my father or mother to be quiet and I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to view myself as little and tiny and scared from being told inn harsh tone by my parents to be quiet.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not give place to silence within my life before now, and I realize how much I appreciate silence today.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself how I consider being quiet is something on the outside of one self and nothing to do with inside, failing to realize that so within so without principle of what is inside also shows on the outside.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from this word silence and think of it as something within enlightenment or something that I must get to, when I am already here.

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Self corrections – silence

When and as I see myself experiencing a moment of quiet and peace of mind, I stop and I breathe. I realize that silence is really precious to me and I should be able to practice silence more and I realize that my moments of silence are the best time that I have. I realize that people go head over heal to try to have a quiet mind. I commit myself to the process of self forgiveness on components that are noisy or creating friction within my head and my mind. I commit myself to practice being silence and to practice living in quiet and peace with myself more and more every day.

When and as I see I stand and experiencing reactions, and frictions simply taking me over with its energies. I stop and I breathe. I realize how bad I at this moment want to experience silence and calamity. I realize that the best way I can sort this out is by writing down my thoughts and work from there on how to sort things out with self forgiveness. I realize that I can slow myself down and bring peace of mind and calamity to myself. I commit myself to practice silence by breathing a 4 count breath every day. 24/7.

Relationship to words: silence

The word silence. Wow, there is actually a word that describes silence that is in itself is quite impressive. When I say the world silence to myself I am having this picture of an old Simon and Garfunkel musical tape. And their song “The sound of silence”. And I associate it with being in solitude and being on my own, in nature and enjoying nature and being humbled by nature.

The word silence makes me want to chase these phenomena of silence. How can I experience more silence? Well noise and sound comes normally from friction or reactions. Communication very much today. Everywhere I look there is a TV or a computer playing music or showing pictures from aggression and suffering in the world. Cars, planes, train’s bugs and animals are making noise. The world is crying and being raped and I still crave silence? How selfish of me…

But really lest look at this. When I experience silence within myself is also put into action outside of myself, beeing calm and slowing down processes. So within so without. Like Jesus said give like you want to receive. Karma. Instant karma. So it is common sense of me to want to experience silence because then I would be at a more peace full state than before, and if I show peace and harmony within myself I can then at the same time express this outside of myself. So within so without. So in order for me to be a better leader and to being solutions to life , I need some sort of peace within myself and I need some sort of basis foundation that I can rely on that is quiet and not filled with friction and discomfort.

How can we bring more silence and quite to the world?

Well first we need to understand what is wrong. So we know that nature is being abused, animals are being abused, and children are being abused. This goes on 24/7 and it needs to stop. If everyone could be acting more honest there would not be so much abuse going on in this world. Honesty does not abuse. Are you being honest 100 % of the time? You need to, to prevent abuse. So I we need to be able to forgive ourselves, our neighbors and our friends and family and also yourself, as individuals. As responsible human beings. We bring more calamity and peace to life and to earth. Breathing a stabile awareness breath becomes easier when we start to forgive you.

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How do I avoid making it into a religious and a spiritual flop where I am separating myself from this word and making it into something of enlightenment or religious?

Being inn silence is simply being here in the moment breathing and relaxing with one’s physical body. Nothing more nothing less. Trying to do what is best for all in common sense. Nothing in particular simply being, breathing life. No mind. Just be.

If more and more people could start to learn self-forgiveness it would help a lot. Through learning self-forgiveness one is learning to be honest. And by implying self-corrective application one changes oneness appearance and oneness practical mannerism and living like the words of Gandhi – be the change you want to see in this world. It starts with self with oneness breath and oneness awareness.

Self – forgiveness is the big key here. To start learning self-forgiveness one is releasing energy connected to oneness head and one mind. Self – forgiveness and self-corrective applications helps one and in its turn create anxiety and nervosity etc., from being dependent and relying on mind and feeling obsessed and possessed with mind. One can stop mind form owning ones every day and from the stress of mind. One can bring peace to the world by learning to breathe properly and to gain self-confidence and to actually support self. So start today, learn self-forgiveness bye the tool of desteni. http://lite.desteniiprocess.com/ you have nothing to lose and together we have everything to gain. Let’s walk this path of equality and oneness to bring is better life for all. We have this one chance, this one opportunity, lest change the game inn total and bring decency to everyone through http://livingincome.me/

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