Day 844 – units of projections

I forgive myself as my beingness, my innocence, that I have not accepted or allowed myself to real-eyes that all my experiences, that together have created my perception of other people in this world,    have been based on my mind’s believes of/within my projections of another. Meaning I would have mental projections and mind simulations of another, I would create imaginary believes and ideas/situations about the other people – in my mind, of who they are, and how they function and   what they do, that is mind projections and not real physical life. I create my own religion and believes in my own head – and not in physical life.  Meaning that my ideas and my believes about another, stemming from my mind’s simulation of them, based on my past brainwashing – are but lies and mind ideas (imaginary ideas) and not physical reality, sanity here.

Within this I forgive myself as my beingness, my innocence,  that I have accepted and allowed myself  to create projections and mind simulations about other people, that is a direct violation of life, because it is based on lies, and the structure of deception and abuse that have brought us all here in the first place. Meaning that I forgive the violation of life, done by me because I wanted to create ideas, believes (religions) and projections, based on my minds desire and that which serve ego as consciousness.

I forgive myself as my beingness, my innocence, that I have accepted and allowed myself to take my projections for granted, thinking that my projection is really a “work”, a “project” and a form of art, that my projection is a form of art and expression in itself, where I fail to see that a projection is simply a projected/channeled/posted idea/picture and dream/illusion of how I would like to see the world or at least according to my believes.

I forgive myself as my beingness, my innocence, that I have accepted and allowed myself for making romances of the idea of projections, thinking that I will reach far and become a star, if I can project my ideas and my believes on another like a disco ball. Within this I forgive myself as my beingness, my innocence, for not really taking the time to investigate what is a projection and who am I within that.

 

I commit myself to come down from my projections, to let go of my mind’s projections, together with   my ideas and my believes of another, because the ideas, pictures, projections and mind simulations I have created is not real and therefor is a lie and a deception of reality.

 

 

The projection of blame within schizophrenia.

I forgive myself as my beingness, my innocence, that I have accepted and allowed myself to project out my mind into a new unit, as blame, as I see my own knowledge and understanding of self, living with this blame/schizophrenic/projection/splitting illness, that I come to find and see that this one projection is done by me for me to show to others and myself just how well I know and understand my schizophrenia, my mind, and the dimension of blame, where I fail to take in that it is a projection and a mind program and not reality, and simply schizophrenia trying to split itself into a new mind/me – and my projection and blame playing their game in my mind. Within this I forgive myself as my being, my innocence, for not being able to realize before that I am within this the total understanding and making of this complex – that I as my schizophrenic blueprint/self would channel/split/project my own mind into a new small unit of blame/ – and self into a new, me/mind/personality/blame unit. My schizophrenia splitting/projecting itself as an advanced blame/mind unit – some of the essence of schizophrenia/splitting of self – here as blame/mind unit.

 

Investigate: DESTENI

 

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