Day 821 – steering myself

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Taking charge & making directions of my living through self forgiveness.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think I fail at creating a real structure with and as my daily life in the sense that I can be my own creator/director, of what I accept and allow to take place with and as myself and my living – this must come from a clear starting point, a direction, a drive, written words to guide myself within self creation – from day to day.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that for me to create a supportive and strong – further structure in my day to day life – is too much to ask – where I judge myself within thinking I don’t have that in me – it’s not my capacity I give up trying to create more structure in my life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself for fearing to open up my potential of self creation in fear of what I might find that might be in any way unknown and/or uncomfortable.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel shame for me being able to write and that I  have everything at hand – but still I fail at creating a more solid supportive writing structure with myself to better direct my living.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think I fail to direct myself as energy/substance – where I am unable to see that taking direction is precisely what I am learning – also within seeing this as a fault.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself refuse to properly investigate options to better plan ahead and to better be my own best version.

 

Within this I commit myself to take those 5/10 + minutes a day to sit down and write about my own course, plan my life – what I would like to achieve from day to day – and take direction of myself – some simple clues from day to day that will assist me with knowing myself further – what points I am looking at – to always know where I am at – and from that awareness to know who I am – and that will make me more stable and steady in my process – of why I am.

 

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