About a year ago I was given some specific words to investigate, to redefine and live. One of these words was the word symmetry. Now I have been studying some various sources of what is the definition of symmetry. And it seem to me that most have several meanings to this word. It holds several definitions.
I would think , to myself, I need to break it down in one core definition. Like this ultimate definition of this word. Failing to see that it can actually mean more than one thing. It can have multiple definitions.
So with these thoughts spinning in my mind, with its pro an con’s. I thought, I have to nail this in one definite meaning. So I posted on facebook this picture, of what I thought was the definition of this word.
I posted it without much consideration on facebook, and thought it is mostly word play. I wanted to play with this word so I posted it, not taking it ever to serious what definition I had given this word. I was like testing it out.
To me it was mostly play. And that right there is my core issue. If I post something out of play and … testing out to myself, like playing with the word/issue. Then do I have to say that – hey this here is play ? Do I have to make a sticker on the post saying obs, obs, be aware this is me playing ??
What is play ? How do I define play ?
Because in the eyes of the observer, who reads my facebook post, how should he or she know that “hey, this is a joke” – more or less. This is not serious or .. real, it is a joke. And how is it that I hereby make play invalid and wrong ?
Interesting huh ?
If someone is playing, than it should then show, that this someone is playing. No? Is this not about being clear in ones stand ? Yes it does. So if I was clear in my stand, It would show that this was playing ?… I am not sure if this is right, and that is from not knowing myself good enough. From not knowing 100% my standing and purpose. It creates insecurities and doubt, do you agree ?
So for me this was a alarm going off. Saying to myself to be clear. To know myself. And to work on de constructing and removing my personality of uncertainty and doubt. So it seem like my personality of uncertainty and doubt have been playing me for a fool here.
So this goes to show that I need to redefine play to myself – because as of now it is not clear. And to continue on finding my definition to the word symmetry.
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