Day 745 – control vs freedom

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words have power

– we need to redefine living

– so we redefine words !

 

 

freedom and control, can very well be to opposites. here i walk self forgiveness on the word “control”, and i investigate  & redefine “freedom” in my talk (below the self forgiveness)

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see my desire for control as nothing else than ego in persona.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to have control like to have a system or a rule or a dominating force to be with me on my side and to be my protection against things that might seem new or scary to me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I have not been able to see that by wanting control, I want that something like a judge or a police officer in my head, a sort of bully in my head that I would use for my benefit like to be deceived and manipulated by a simple thought/my own thinking.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to over-complicate things from seeing that control is a mind construct and a part of the old/system, I don’t need control, I need freedom, going into small thoughts, and desires to have dominance or control over things in my life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear to take on control in fear of letting this go out of control – literally fearing the sense of freedom.

I commit myself to expose myself to what I would call freedom and to redefine freedom in my own words.

more living words : http://forum.desteni.org/viewforum.php?f=147&sid=4c3f35ad8056b3357437edf83473c76a

 

 

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