Day 695 : Day 2 : Sex

Day 2 of 21 days of walking with self forgiveness

 

I will take on the challenge from my brother : Gian Robberts on walking a 21 day trial of (only/daily) self forgiveness on points. I will walk these points of self forgiveness for self/world change during 21 days.

 

Here is Gain’s Blog :

http://gianjourneytolife.blogspot.no

21 days of self forgiveness on key points.

The points will be that kind of relevant points as of this world and our living.

Money, sex, politics, work, religion, mind  and so on

 

Day 2 : Sex

sex

 

Please read loud for best effect

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think I am obsessed with sex and I have sex on my mind and I  am a sex addict within this I realize that most of us are raised and programmed the same way and have taboo/expectations/secret mind  and imaginations/fantasies about sex and what it should be lik

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear to talk about sex since it is a obvious thing that should come and be natural, that have been corrupted from the sins of the fathers and passed on  as sacred/religious and in polarity to people in all cultures and over a very long time.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think of sex as the act between a couple, honoring each other.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear to talk about sex as I fear to picture genitals and to fear to see nudity/penetration  as I would be programmed to be shy or aroused by such pictures and there for avoid it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel like screaming at parents about to tell their children everything there is to know about sex and body, and not keep things  secret  since that will only create taboo and consequences to the child growing up as of emotions/burden and separation/abuse.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think I have not yet had real good sex as in slowing down, breathing and feeling / sensing / touching the other and honoring the physical of the other.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel repulsed and sick from seeing commercials and videos, pop songs etc that are more and more cross -over porn and how porn has fastened its grip on people and life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge porn as bad.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to realize that porn is just  another creation of man, it is nether good or bad it just is.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think we have sexism as a form of egoism because we are separated from life and substance here, and rather “feel” like with energy addiction and porn/sex/love addiction.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel shy  and shamed for having lived with porn addiction.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that now that I have overcome my porn addiction I am in title to judge and moralize over other people still stuck in porn addiction.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear to tell people about my sexual experience – when that should be natural, real and honorable.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge “the system” for making money out of something that is sacred like sex.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that all sex should be sacred and held in self honesty/secrecy but still open,  between the involved individuals.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel bad for looking at women’s breasts and think about sex.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that sex is meant to make humans reproduce, and in addition to that we are designed to have a high/orgasm within the sex/fucking and we are then, fail me not, designed from creation by energies/structure to feel good/empowered/stimulated  during sex.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to long for sex.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define porn as not sex.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to miss my old sex partners and to dream about them again today.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself and bring myself down  based on memories of school gym and showering and spying on girls and having so many questions and desires about sex, nudity and body when I was young.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to  ……(please fill in your points)

 

Thanks

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