Day – 607 – Personality of fearing artificial intelligence (A.I)

Personality of fearing artificial intelligence (A.I)


I have some knowledge on computers. Not waste and not too much I must say. I should have more. I understand some of the basics of binary – like the brain on and off , like : 1 and 0.

Please check out this short video clip before you continue reading:

I mean we pronounce the A .I – like “I” meaning me myself.

I have seen the movie “Matrix” sometimes, where it is explained how computers can literally take over and try to conquer humanity. That is right. If you have not seen “Matrix” – yet I suggest you check it out. It is quite a tale. I use my computer quite much. I have almost like a alter on my desk, inn my living room. And there is some of my dilemma. Because today I managed to convince myself to upload windows 10. I knew from before It could be a risky operation but, I did go ahead and uploaded it anyway. I dared myself. Now this was quite a adrenaline – rush and fear to me to experience. I had paranoia running through as the uploading went on me telling me in backchats that; “Computers is taking over”, “Matrix is fucking you over”, “A.I is dangerous”, “Now you are fucked” – backchat going off in my head. Lets pause here. Why do I fear computers? What have computers ever done to me ? Almost exclusively making my life and living a heck of a lot easier wherever I go… right ? So I do not need the paranoia and the “What if” – thoughts at all.

To understand what “what if” – thoughts are check out this video :

From where do I have this fear of artificial intelligence ? From programming. From fear programming. “What if thoughts”, from movies and paranoia. From thrillers, Hollywood and from fiction. And I think to myself that, computers and robots will not turn on humanity and become evil or self directed in that way to go against us, unless we allow it, and push for it. If we allow computers to conspire against us, then that might happen. But if we do not let computers and robots conspire and if we do not program them this way, it will not happen. It is what we create. So within so without.

It is like with humans. If you punish and hurt a child when it is young, then that child will more easy punish and hurt others as grown up. You reap what you sow. Instead one should find win, win negotiations and solutions, to issues. They are always there…. Win win solutions/negotiations can always be found, and the abuse must end, once and for all.

Today we see videos of robots on facebook everyday. Robots managing amazing tasks much faster and often way better than humans. We see robots challenging doctors, lawyers and nurses as well as the common factory workers.

I was in Oslo the other week. And I happened to talk to a politician from the labor movement. He was trying to win my vote or at least my support. There is local and regional election in Norway these days.

I told him that none of the political parties are prepared for the robot/computer evolution that is coming tomorrow. He simply said we have seen it before with the industrial revolution.

That is quite a psychological question, that I think many people can relate to. How can anyone (me) relate to computers and robots… ? How is it natural for humans to respond to questions of robots ? From looking at the past ! Look back to the industrial revolution and see that we did then. How did we manage or not manage then? Many people will point at the two world wars happening soon after. From the greed of the very elite, pushed through by all of us. The perspectives are many and opinions are waste. Investigate what will be our future, and best for all. We are already standing in a paradigm shift. It is time we stand up and direct our selves.

To my awareness, it only becomes my nightmare if I let it. My personal computers or robots that serve me well – only become evil or do bad stuff – if I let it, and depending on how we programe it.

So within my personality, of poles,  there is the positive of realizing that computers and robots are here to help and to ease our work and give us more leisure time and freedom. On the negative pole of this personality there is fear of what “if thoughts” and “what if”  things go to hell etc.

Check out this video on brain control:

What is Self-forgiveness?
It is the process by which an individual forgives oneself for accepting and allowing self to separate from objective reality, releasing positive and negative value judgments such as good or bad, right or wrong, positive or negative – as subjective interpretations of reality regarding something or someone that leads to stability as breath.

– June Roca

Self forgiveness :

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear artificial intelligence (AI) and from giving into thoughts of paranoia, telling myself in backchats “what if” – this and “what if” – that, bashing out on myself with emotional components of fear and anxiety and give myself entities and components/data of my programmed past and components of psychology and fear.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge and blame movies such a Matrix or any other sort of alternative research and information bulletin or platform, or news channel, that deliver information, thinking I must use my critical thinking to find out what can benefit me and everyone else, and to negotiate with a win, win principle within my mind and my being and my body to get to the best solution and imaginable outcome that serves all the best way.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear to downloading anything to my computer because of risking to have viruses on my computer.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fail to realize that my computer is simply numbers and letters, it is all it is, and I should not fear losing any of it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go into panic and fear over seeing how my downloading started and I thought – now all my work is lost – all hell is loose – kind of thoughts within me, giving into fear and shock and to feed my negative – inferiority of mind – its energies.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear to learn of computers because I fear what is new and also I fear to have viruses and to be used in a scam.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the future from looking at the past thinking was there was so much and so comprehensive fear and wars those days, in the past, and thinking we can’t possibly live without it, thinking it is too difficult to change from fear.

When and as I see myself fearing A. I, I stop myself, I slow myself down, and I breathe. I realize that A. I can only become bad for humans if we let it, I realize it is up to all and everyone of us to make the design and outcome of A. I to be the best and most honest outcome for all life on this planet. I realize that I should not let paranoia and fear win my thoughts. I realize that I must stop such thoughts from taking me over. I commit myself to let A.I be supportive to me and to everyone that I meet. I commit myself to pull down fear curtains and syst – ems of fear that are designed to create A.I – fear. I commit myself to take on syst – ems of fear for A.I, and I commit myself to expose and delete such syst-ems and programs.

Thank you for reading

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