Day 604 – Self righteous personality

Please check out these interviews for a better understanding of self righteousness:

https://eqafe.com/p/atlanteans-righteousness-part-35

https://eqafe.com/p/reptilians-convinced-of-my-own-righteousness-part-85

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I realize I have been living a self righteous personality. It plays out positive, like I serve myself thoughts of: “I am glad or proud to be on the right political path” and “I feel god for having a stand that is best and superior”, and “nothing else matters really”. It is like my way or the highway. It plays out positive with how I see myself indulging in these thoughts of being right of being correct to my own opinion. Boosting myself on ego/superiority.

Negatively, the personality plays of like what if thought, what if the skies fall down, what if my politics fail ? What if I am wrong ? What if I am robed or get seriously sick ? It plays out like “What if” something negative should happen that I would not predict or want. Like “What if thoughts” within my head. Like I am walking on broken glass. Broken self trust.

Check out this cool interview on “what if” thoughts:

https://eqafe.com/p/what-if

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What is Self-forgiveness?
It is the process by which an individual forgives oneself for accepting and allowing self to separate from objective reality, releasing positive and negative value judgments such as good or bad, right or wrong, positive or negative – as subjective interpretations of reality regarding something or someone that leads to stability as breath.

– June Roca

http://desteni.org/

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think within my personality of self righteousness that I am “on a right path”, or “this path or method I a walking and witnessing, is right and the best” and “it feels god to know I am on the right/correct path”, where I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give into the ego and selfish desires, of thinking I am superior and right and that others would be on a wrong path/idea.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate and divide, like divided and conquer, method, into different isms and political ideas – that is simply separating and not what is genuine best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to serve myself thoughts such as : I am glad I am on a right path thinking I have a ism or a politic thought that is supposedly more correct than other – isms and solutions/politics and that one direction is supposedly better than the other.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel this need to bash out and to claim I am right and others are wrong.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that libertarian, conservatism,   socialism, communism or anarchism is better than other isms or typical stands and solutions, where I fail to see that it is the actual politic and action, deeds that maters it is the actual deed that is done that matters not the ism, not at all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to defend my position of being on a right path to others that I would find challenging where I would feel threatened from my stand and I would feel like I had to fight to defend my path and my opinion.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself how I fail to realize that I have been living that ancient game of putting the one ism in combating the other ism and so war is born within me out of the polarity game.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think I can rise above the polarity game because I am on the right path being a specific ism and direction that is supposedly better or more genuine superior to other isms and political thoughts and directions/ideas.

When and as I see myself falling for the thought of being on the right path or having the right idea, or in any way act righteous within my life and living, I stop myself, I slow myself down and I breathe. I realize that when I am self righteous I am excluding other possibilities and other political ideas that might be the better solution. I realize that being self righteous is closing lots of other solutions to a issue. I commit myself to keep a open mind and to not block out ideas and thoughts that might be a solution. I commit myself to investigate all solutions and all perspectives. I commit myself to be open to new ideas. I commit myself to search for solutions and to promote the best solutions.

Thank you

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