Day 499 – Mind fuck / escapism

I will write out here the self – forgiveness to equalize myself and becoming responsible of what I might be doing within my mind, before giving into mind – fuck or escaping my responsibility.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give into energy rides such as projections or backchats and personalities within me, and within my mind, to escape from my duties and my responsibilities in my daily life and living.

Within this I take responsibility for myself and to see that my applications is being done and followed up seriously and to the point, and I commit myself to see free that suppression of energies or thoughts that are suppressed from giving into mind fucking and acting irresponsible within my mind through mind – games and various mind fucking and escapism.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to take on to many applications at one time so that my chores and tasks during a day becomes too many and to heavy for me to carry out, and my approach to a new and better self is poisoned so that I turn aggressive on myself and I give up my chores and tasks in general.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go into mind fucking or acting irresponsible within my mind and my head, when I face situations that could seam hard or tough for me to push through, and I give into backchats and personalities so that I do not longer act responsible with myself but I blame others instead.

When and as I see myself standing in front of something that I find challenging or difficult. I stop and I breathe. I realize that if something seams that hard I must step back and consider if the task is to hard or to huge and I can take a minute or some second and physically, practically tell myself to either leave the challenge for later or I could decide to push through and take responsibility for the task and the chore a head. I commit myself to give myself these few minutes to consider my chore and my task and to be realistic about it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that “I do not know what mind fucking is” and “I am totally innocent of this mind games” and “I have not done anything wrong at all”, and I realize that I am removing myself from the responsibilities of having the projections and the mind fucks and I realize that I must ground myself and bring myself back to here as life and to live my life for what is best for all.

Within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself after this backchats and these words that I fill my head with and I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to realize to give into reactions and friction when I realize that I think these thoughts like “I do not know any mind fucking” and “I am totally innocent of this” type of backchats and mind – fuckings that only prove that I am doing it in denial and through hiding.

More on mind fucks: http://marlenvargasdelrazo.wordpress.com/tag/mindfuck/

The coolest store in the universe: https://eqafe.com/

Desteni: http://desteni.org/

Walk the talk/indentify and work with your illness: : http://desteniiprocess.com/

Lite course : http://lite.desteniiprocess.com/

Delete poverty: http://livingincome.me/

More on my process: http://forum.desteni.org/viewtopic.php?f=8&t=2567

About desteni: http://wiki.destonians.com/Main_Page

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